KitsunePagan's journals

The following is a pretty intense rant, not towards anyone here on the site i just needed to get this out. ><



You know I'll always be your friend and that we can't be more, You know how important you are to me right?

And then you get married? and I have to find out a month later be reading comments on your myspace. You could have fucking told me. It would have only taken a few seconds to send me a message. ASSHOLE!!!! Fuck Friends tell Friends when they are getting married!!! Crap... .gggrrrrr I just want to hit you right now. OR your fucking whore cum bag of a wife ! If you were going to get married you could have at least done it with a decent human being. Not some "Drawn Together" hippo of a self hating cunt like her! She's just gonna treat you bad and be exactly they way she was before!!! Fucking hell man.

this is what I found in the break room at work tonight v_v ...

and yes it was plugged in  ...

I'm gonna have to save up and get these ^_^

So I changed my hair.... and my fiance'  broke his collar bone... again... its in a really bad spot now and since its been broken 2x before its all crooked and is constantly pushing and grinding v_v

I have this thing where... when its a red light unless there is no way I can't, I always don't block intersections... You know like if the red light is far ahead and there is a turn off for a street next to you  but trafic is so backed up that you would end up blocking it? Well I always stop behind it so that people may still have a chance to turn into the opposite lane of trafic... Well I did this about an hour ago... and the guy was going to cut straight across... granted it was a three lane intersection he was cutting across .... A car was gunning it trying to turn in.... I saw the car but thought the guy had enough time.... and I guess the turning car wasn't paying attention cause they had plenty of time to stop. and I froze and couldn't honk >< I feel fucking horrible. Today has been the shittyest day I've had all year...

what made this hurt worse...

He gave me that little "thanks for letting me through" wave...
v_v I feel absolutely horrible...

BTW I didn't see the second car untill after he was already over in his lane... man I wish the turning car would have just paid attention... fuck.... he could have seen the other guy.   it was like a F150 getting T-boned buy a camery



there were two cars infront of me and diagonally left of me, the truck guy couldn't see the car coming...

I ordered this hat like two months ago :( I was really starting to worry about it! But It came yesterday ^_^ and I love it so much I wore it the whole night at work... even those it6 is fleece and I was very very warm.  sorry for the crappy pic but its the fastest way I can get photos on to my compuer with out dragging out batteries for my camera.



<3 <3

Got my NIN tickets!!!

Just need to wait until aug. for the concert now v_v

Sometimes the gods smile down upon me ^_^

I finished mowing the lawn before it started raining!

I got a DS today in cobalt ^_^ I <3 it

For the first time ever, my chocolate Pocky wasn't melted together!!!!! 

and I have the house to my self because my other half is out seeing Iron Man with a few of his nerdy friends!

I'm gonna go relax now!
 byebye

( ^_^)/

I have a hard time getting my point across sometimes when I'm talking to women :/ 
I try really hard not to be rude or too weird .. but I usually just get a strange look or the "I dont know what you are talking about but , I'll nod and act like I do" thing I have [[foot in mouth]] syndrome

and the wait begins again ...
 

now for more Deathnote ^_^