JadedKitty

been.at.my.sisters.
helping.her.fix.and.fix.up.the.house.she.is.in.now
she's.no.internet.yet.though

funeral/memorial.for.my.godfather.tomorrow.very.early

I'm.ehhh.about.life.right.now

shit.just.sucks


welcome.random.texting



but.I'll.be.in.bed.early.tonight.for.tomorrow


but.you.might.find.me.at.Scoutbar.sunday.night(free.show)


life/money/lonelyness=blows

Ren.fest.pictures.up.on.myspace

myspace.com/jadedkitty

too.lazy.to.upload.to.photobucket

:D

on.the.sad.side.my.friend.is.sad.because.his.friend.commited.suicide.and.he.lives.in.
Rotterdam.so.I.can't.be.there.for.comfort
:(


but.gooooo.see.my.picturesss.leave.comments.and.shit

Swallowing Darkness (Meredith Gentry, Book 7)
By Laurell K. Hamilton


"War.in.the.abstract.is.a.confusing.thing.
War.on.the.ground,
in.the.middle.of.a.battle,
is.not.
When.someone.shoots.at.you,
they.are.your.enemy,
and.you.shoot.back.
When.someone.tries.to.kill.you,
they.are.your.enemy,
and.you.try.to.kill.them.first.
War.is.complicated,
battle.is.not."


"I.kissed.Doyle.first,
and.he.had.to.bend.down.to.help.me.do.it,
then.I.kissed.Rhys.
He.looked.at.me,
and.there.was.sadness.on.his.face.
But.it.was.not.a.sadness.that.I.could.fix.
I.could.only.kiss.him.gently.on.the.lips,
and.let.him.know.that.I.saw.and.appreciated.him,
but.nothing.either.of.us.could.do.would.make.me.love.him.the.way.I.loved.Doyle.or.Frost.
That.it.pained.him.pained.me,
but.not.enough.to.change.it.


"I.did.not.become.one.of.the.greatest.killers.of.our.court.because.I.didn't.enjoy.my.job."

I.thought.about.that.as.he.held.me.in.the.curve.of.his.body.
I.thought.about.him.enjoying.the.killing.
I.didn't.like.the.thought.much,
but.if.he.was.a.sociopathic.killer,
then.he.was.my.sociopathic.killer.
And.I'd.let.him.slaughter.them.both.if.it.would.save.us.
No,
more.then.that,
I.knew.eventually.Cel.and.Siobhan.had.to.die.for.me.and.mine.to.live.


"You.would.think.being.a.real.live.faerie.princess.would.make.your.life.fairy-tale-like,
but.fairy.tales.only.end.well.
While.the.story.is.going.on,
horrible.things.happen.
Remember.Rapunzel?
Her.prince.got.his.eyes.scratched.out.by.the.witch,
which.blinded.him.
At.the.end.of.the.story,
Rapunzel's.tears.magically.restored.his.sight,
but.that.was.at.the.end.of.the.story.
Cinderella.was.little.better.than.a.slave.
Snow.White.was.actually.nearly.killed.four.different.times.by.the.evil.queen.
All.anyone.remembers.is.the.poisoned.apple,
but.don't.forget.the.huntsman,
or.the.enchanted.girdle.and.the.poisoned.comb.
Pick.any.fairy.tale.that's.based.on.older.stories,
and.the.heroine.of.the.piece.has.a.miserable,
dangerous,
nightmarish.time.of.it."

"The.happy-ever-after.ending,
if.it's.coming.at.all,
seems.a.very.long.way.away.tonight."


"Hospitals.are.where.people.go.to.be.saved,
but.the.doctors.can.only.patch.you.up,
put.you.back.together.
They.can't.undo.the.damage.
They.can't.make.it.so.you.didn't.wake.up.in.the.bad.place,
or.change.the.truth.to.lies."

Vlad.for.making.me.feel.better
him.and.his.crazy.self

wish.I.could.teleport.to.him.in.the.netherlands.to.have.more.time.of.not.being.nauseated.like.I.am.24/7
he.makes.me.feel.better.more.often.then.not
when.I'm.not.so.excited.by.talking.to.him.anyway


it's.crazy

I.hate.the.nausea.....
hate.it
and.it.never.stops.unless.I.smoke.tons
or.I'm.talking.to.Vlad
or.with.the.Demon

I.really.hope.things.get.better.for.him.soon.it.makes.me.sad.for.him
sad.I.can't.help
sad.he.isn't.happy

so.I.dreamed.of.the.demon.night.before.last
the.goddess.came.to.me.and.told.me.to.trust.him
and.let.things.go.where.they.will
and.she.showed.me.scenes.of.us.hanging.out
playing.video.games
and.just.chilling.together

and.yesterday.he.txted.me
and.we.hung.out.for.awhile
but.I.could.tell.something.was.on.his.mind.and.bothering.him
but.he's.super.private.and.wouldn't.talk.about.it
and.today.he.told.me.when.we.where.txting.that
he's.in.a.weird.place.in.his.life.right.now
and.doesn't.have.time.for.any.of.his.friends

so.I'm.kinda.sad
because.I.really.enjoy.his.company
but.I.know.things.will.get.better.for.him
and.we'll.hang.out.eventually

but.it.also.means.I.need.to.find.someone.else.to.be.my.txt.and.hang.out
buddy.and.though.I.love.the.friends.I.have.now
they.are.into.their.own.lives

so.it's.back.to.being.lonely.I.guess
till.another.rare.person.comes.around.and.catches.my.interest