Foreverking's journals

Custody mediation went as expected this morning. I stated my intentions of wanting full custody with Sarah having visitation every other weekend, a few words were exchanged and then Sarah walked out.

So, I let my attorney know that I want to file the paperwork and we'll go to family court, (one of these days) it is a very long wait for something like that, so for now, things will stay the same and Sarah and I will continue to fight.

I hate this. This is NOT what I want to do.

Over the past few days I've been off work and sat here, alone watching movies. Thank God for the instant viewing on Netflix. I hook my laptop up to my TV and my surround sound system and go to town. In 3.5 days I think I've watched around 15 movies.
But what I really want to talk about is one I just watched. 100 Girls.
This is one funny movie. If you like chick flix that are good for guys and girls (like Knocked Up) then this is the movie for you. Watch it.

1) How old do you look?
I would say in my mid 20's.

2) Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
I have no idea.

3) Are you waiting for something?
I am. But I'll be waiting forever.

4) What were you doing at ten last night?
Watching a movie.

5) Last myspace message you received, what'd it say?
A girl asking me to help out with a rollerderby logo.

6) Can you handle the truth?
I never get it.

7) Did you cry today?
Yes. I cry almost every day.

8) Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
No.

9) Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
No. I honestly don't even think she knows why she's done it anymore.

10) Last person you hugged?
Haven

11) How many piercings do you have?
3.

12) If you could have something right now, what would it be?
My family.

13) Does anyone call you babe?
No.

14) Where does most of your family live?
Around Charlotte.

15) Have you ever thought about getting your belly button pierced?
No... not at all.

16) What did you receive for Valentine's Day?
Nothing.

17) Have you ever had a panic attack?
In the past year, several.

18) The last time you told someone you loved them did you mean it?
I told Sarah I did, I meant it.

19) Have your parents ever smoked pot?
Oh yea. Lots.

20) Want someone back in your life?
That's obvious.

21) Do you live near your most recent ex boyfriend / girlfriend?
Yes.

22) Are you good at giving directions?
Not really, not around here.

23) When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Last night.

24) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Jelly and bread.

25) Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an M?
Hum... I don't think I have.

26) Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm.

27) Does someone like you right now?
No.

28) Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No. I'm naked.

29) Who's on your mind?
Haven. Sarah.

30) On the opposite sex where do you like them to have piercings?
I love Sarah's hood piercing.

31) If you could make out with someone right now, would you?
Sigh...

32) Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
Yes.

33) Have you ever kissed someone at midnite?
I'm sure I have.

34) What is your favorite drink?
Sweet Tea.

Since my old phone died in a watery grave, tomorrow I will be the owner of...



The Sprint Instinct

I've been wanting a new phone for about two months now, so I hope this one will work out for me.

I stepped into a swimming pool with my PocketPC in my pocket... so, I no longer have a phone.

It was underwater for a good minute, to my surprise, today, it powers up. Touch screen is gone and some of the buttons don't work anymore, but still, that's pretty amazing.
Although, unusable.

Time to get a new phone.


Haven and I are having a wonderful vacation so far though!

It's vacation time for me. Yesterday started me being off work till July 7th!
My daughter, Haven, and I are in Charlotte for the weekend, then going back to Fayetteville on Monday... for some reason.

I may stick around for a while, I don't know. Looks like I'm going to be doing some sign work for some tattoo guys and instead of money I just may do trade out for some work.  That works out for both parties for sure.

Today, Haven is going to try on her dress for my brother, Matt's, wedding in October.  She's so excited! She says she's going to be a flower princess. 

I have never had such a boring weekend.
I never even got dressed today.
Being broke is not much fun.

This week we started something that a lot of companies are doing now, four day weeks. Did you know staying home one day a week can save 20% of your weekly fuel usage? Not to mention company expenses such as electric bills stuff like that.
So, three day weekend, with nothing to do and no money to do it with.

I also want to say something about how wonderful my perfect little daughter is..
She came to be a little while ago, sat on my lap, put her little hands on my cheeks, looked me right in the eyes and said..
"Daddy. Next time you see Mommy will you tell her to let you come over and stay and tell her to not yell at you and me and you and Mommy can sleep together and I can sleep on the couch. And then you can go to the park with us. And tell Mommy not to tell you no. Don't let her tell you no, Daddy.. Okay?"

and the tears streamed down my face.. just like me, I know that little girl will never give up hope

I want something to do tonight..
Anyone in or around Charlotte?

Going home to Charlotte this weekend.
I really want to see The Happening and The Hulk.

Father's Day gift to myself.
Boo because I'll be by myself though.