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So today I get the results from my bloodwork. I'm really nervous about it. Hopefully everything is alright with me. I have a feeling the severity of whatever I have isn't too serious, but its going to be something that lingers for a while. fuck fuck fuck. WHAT IF ITS CANCER?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I think I have cancer. I been to my doctor over the last two days trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I have some bloodwork stuff tomorrow, and then I have to see some specialist after that. I'm pretty scared. I bet I'll live, but, not before losing like 150 pounds. Ugh. Hug me.
Today is my birthday. I am 24 years old. I am grateful to be alive, still, however, I can't help but feel like a loser. I really haven't accomplished anything yet and I feel overwhelmed by that thought.
Hi Godsgirls community. I will be in Salt Lake City, Utah and Twin Falls/Boise, Idaho over the next few days. If any of you are in that region and want to hang out, please let me know. Toodles.
-Farhaad
This is Mei-Mei. She is my new baby.

The rest of you broads need to step your game up. Learn from Eddie:

Now, why arent you guys following @suckmyrock, and sending me pics like the one above?
Jesus Christ. Tomorrow I'll be interviewing Slayer, amongst (hopefully) other bands for my site www.suckmyrock.com at Rockstar's Mayhem Fest. I'm pretty scared, but I figure I can always talk about beer, and be on the same page with these gentlemen. I'm really excited. My 12 year old nephew is going to be my photographer. Good luck to him.
... read full entry >BTW, I started a music site. The URL is http://www.suckmyrock.com I need pictures of hot girls holding up "SUCK MY ROCK" signs for twitter, and promotional purposes. Someone should do that for me. I'll be nice to you.
The site is in it's baby stages right now. I need someone to design my layout, but MITCZ is being a baby, and I don't have
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