Member : Farhaad > profile member since : Jun 1, 2006last activity : 56 mins ago
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So today I get the results from my bloodwork. I'm really nervous about it. Hopefully everything is alright with me. I have a feeling the severity of whatever I have isn't too serious, but its going to be something that lingers for a while. fuck fuck fuck. WHAT IF ITS CANCER?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I think I have cancer. I been to my doctor over the last two days trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I have some bloodwork stuff tomorrow, and then I have to see some specialist after that. I'm pretty scared. I bet I'll live, but, not before losing like 150 pounds. Ugh. Hug me.
Today is my birthday. I am 24 years old. I am grateful to be alive, still, however, I can't help but feel like a loser. I really haven't accomplished anything yet and I feel overwhelmed by that thought.
Hi Godsgirls community. I will be in Salt Lake City, Utah and Twin Falls/Boise, Idaho over the next few days. If any of you are in that region and want to hang out, please let me know. Toodles.
-Farhaad
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