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I wish I had an outlet to be truly honest about how I feel.
Or the courage to be that honest if even such an outlet existed.
I've learned a bunch of lessons over the last couple of weeks that, in all honesty, I was way happier before I learnt.
I don't know how to move forward with that information.
I mean, theoretically it's really fucking simple, but seismic life changes are rarely simple especially when there's enough momentum behind a certain chain of events.
Even as I type that it sounds like a massive cop out. And it probably totally is. The fear of making the changes that I recognise need to happen are paralysing me into making the same mistakes over and over again.