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posted : Mar 11, 2017 @ 03:26AM pst

Even after all these years I'm still amazed by the situations where I continue to be entirely too stubborn for my own good. But even for me there gets the point where I stop banging my head against the wall for a few seconds and actually think things through.

I'm completely done with continually putting myself out to maintain relationships. It's no friendship if I'm the only one making the effort and taking the time to actually do things. If people don't give enough of a shit to actually reach out to hang out or catch up, or if people pretend to then never follow up, they don't give a shit about that friendship and they don't give a shit about me.

I'm done throwing good money after bad and taking time out of my life to try to keep these things on life support so now I'm just letting them die. I'll make effort on people who want to make an effort with me.

If that means spending a dozen weekends in a row home on my own with my Netflix account then great. I enjoy my own company and it's way fucking cheaper.

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