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So tomorrow is Father's Day. Every Father's Day, for as long as I can remember, my dad has gone golfing with other dad's.

Today he comes in here all, are you coming golfing tomorrow?
I'm like, uhh...no?
And he goes, -big sigh- Well Mom and Tamara are so I just thought I'd see. But you don't want to, so fine then.

What. The. Fuck.

Why does my family do this to me. Just like Mother's DAy. I was ambushed then, even worse.

Today was our wrap up for the GLBTQ (Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer) youth group I attend. I was so stoked for all the people that showed up. And yeah, it was really great and I had a fun time. I'm glad it went so well.

Afterward, I hung out with Gin (who is FtM transgender) and his wife all night. That was awesome and it's great to have someone like him who 100% understands me. I love it, really, because I know I am a help to him in getting him resources and whatever. I feel so great about it.

I sort of conquered some of my bug fear at his house tonight. He has two pet scorpions and he brought one over in it's box thing and I was freaking out but he took the lid off and I sort of looked. Leaned in closer and.. asdkjfhs it was scary but okay. And then he took it out and held it and I was like.. okay. Okay this is alright. It was scary but okay. Next time I miiiight try the tarantula. Maybe but prbably not.

Fuck i'm so tired, I can't think right now.

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Everyone needs to look at Althea's new set, shot by Kelly Lind. I think this is my favourite, right now. Kelly Lind's work is absolutely amazing and it just keeps getting better and better and better with every set that goes live.

Go go go right now. And leave comments for both Althea and Kelly.

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WHATS UP.
Mmm.
God they are so cute and in love, for realz, I swearz it!

So Ellen left today. We left here around 2:30 this morning to take her to the Calgary airport. Got there around 5:00 am and checked in and they're all KAY GO BOARD NOW and we were like, uh what? We wanted to go have breakfast and spend a bit more time with Ellen but nope. They whisked her away. Fuck dude, I cried like what when she left, and I told her I loved her and stuff. But fuck. It's like. akjdhfs.

I told my mom while we were waiting for Ellen to go through customs, I was like, Ellen is my platonic soul mate. And she totally is, like, you don't even understand. Mom was like, then you need to seriously make the effort to see her as often as you can. And I was like, for serious. Ellen is my best friend and I can't explain it, but she once said to me that there are just people in life that you are supposed to meet. She is one of those people for me. God.

So then we left the airport and my mom was feeling sick and we went and grabbed food and came home. And Got home around 9:30 am and I went to bed. Woke up at noon and I was like, so bummed, 'cause every morning that I've woken up, Ellen was next to me.. or half sprawled on top of me. Like one morning I woke up with her pressed right up against me and I was like akjdfhkd tickles! But srsly, I was like, wur is mai elle :[

nnrghh. It's only been 17 hours without her and my heart hurts. I miss her terribly.

-E

I'm back finally!

I just got caught up and commented like, at least 25-30 sets. Whew!