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Dollah Dollah Bills

posted : Jul 22, 2017 @ 08:52AM pst listening to : Frogbass by Snails

my limited time on has been going well. my one fan bought three of my videos. now i just need more fans. (i feel like a tool using the word "fan")

i've spent most of these days inside, and in bed. i'm not sure if it's the heat, or stress beating me down. could be my cycle. could be my bipolar disorder wreaking...


posted : Jul 09, 2017 @ 11:13AM pst


things I do when I'm alone for the weekend: 

1. get naked 

2. watch porn with the volume up 

3. wash dishes out of boredom (WHILE NAKED!) 

Pride, 29, Strawberries, Mermaids

posted : Jun 25, 2017 @ 07:36AM pst

Friday i turned 29. 

my bff and i went to Salem, MA. we visited my best friend from childhood, his best friend, and her fiance. the five of us picked strawberries, finishing just as it began to downpour on us. we went back to her place, and sat around the table, eating egg salad sandwiches, preparing for their housewarming party, and watched...


posted : Jun 20, 2017 @ 03:58PM pst

at this point, my libido either wants to be strictly lez, or dominated by a hot, older Daddy. 

freaking out

posted : May 17, 2017 @ 07:01AM pst

well, apparently i'm not the only one with bronchitis. i spoke to two strangers yesterday who have been suffering from bronchitis for two weeks, like me. fuck spring. fuck all this bukakke polination shit!! i keep hockin' big honkin' loogies, and can't fucking breathe! 

cause of this, i'm way behind on my grad work, and it's finals week. i'm...

Going Minimalist

posted : May 14, 2017 @ 05:48PM pst

With my current physical and mental health, I feel the need to start living a minimalist life. 

Steps to be completed: 

1. Delete Facebook profile (and any other profile I find distracting, hurtful, and useless for my brain) *completed 

2. Start trimming my wardrobe to the essentials, aka stuff I know I'll always wear. When looking


Da Work, Da Pain, Da Booty

posted : Apr 25, 2017 @ 05:39PM pst listening to : Die Antwoord "Mount Ninji and Da Nice Time Kid"

i've finally handed in everything that my old job required of me, and yesterday as i was dropping off my keys, the administrator would not stop yapping my ear off. she was never interested in talking to me when i was working there. asked all sorts of things about my job. i felt she was probably being the condescending bitch she usually is, so i...

Panties 2.0

posted : Mar 12, 2017 @ 11:48AM pst listening to : Lady Gaga

i may have made the mistake of getting an Aerie credit card. now it's soft panties, all the time. sometimes i feel like an awkward poster child for the salvation army. now i feel like an awkward poster child for aerie and american eagle. #shamelessplug? 

with no romance or sexy times on the horizon, i've been on a bit of a spending binge. my...

impromptu amateur porn

posted : Jan 31, 2017 @ 03:11PM pst listening to : lesbians on ecstasy

i finally got my hitachi back from my loser ex. asshole took well over a month to get it to me, as well as calling me every stereotypical mysoginist name in the book. but i got it back. 

impromptu snowday called for impromptu amateur pornography...which really only consisted of me looking into a camera while i came. 


i feel like i...


posted : Nov 17, 2016 @ 07:13PM pst listening to : watching Oscar

Procrastination, death, work hassles, stress, pain, sickness, hate, violence...

that's been my week thus far, and it's not even friday. 

i didn't post any of my work for grad school last week, and have been stressing myself out to the max trying to get everything submitted by tonight. 

one of our full timers in the office is out for a...