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Halloween-y Horror Calendar and Trivia

posted : Sep 27, 2017 @ 06:42PM pst

my bff took me to dinner tonight at this Portuguese/Brazilian restaurant, with overflowing glasses of wine, scrumptious desserts, meat on skewers, and first time bar trivia. we did three rounds; we were there for like, three hours, tasting wine, enjoying the bread and meat+cheese plate, trying to enjoy dinner while coming up with answers for...

a lonely hitachi

posted : Sep 23, 2017 @ 09:34PM pst listening to : raised by swans

this burning; somewhere between hot and cold, and simultaneously in pain. i've been craving sex like a fucking drug, anything to stave off the fibro flair-ups, or the reminders that my isolation keeps thickening. but, whenever i touch myself, it feels like nothing. i've tried new, taboo ways of turning myself on, but not even being the...

Tie me up

posted : Aug 21, 2017 @ 08:59AM pst


i completely suck at self-tie shibari. i clearly need more kink in my life. 


posted : Jul 09, 2017 @ 11:13AM pst


things I do when I'm alone for the weekend: 

1. get naked 

2. watch porn with the volume up 

3. wash dishes out of boredom (WHILE NAKED!) 

Pride, 29, Strawberries, Mermaids

posted : Jun 25, 2017 @ 07:36AM pst

Friday i turned 29. 

my bff and i went to Salem, MA. we visited my best friend from childhood, his best friend, and her fiance. the five of us picked strawberries, finishing just as it began to downpour on us. we went back to her place, and sat around the table, eating egg salad sandwiches, preparing for their housewarming party, and watched...


posted : Jun 20, 2017 @ 03:58PM pst

at this point, my libido either wants to be strictly lez, or dominated by a hot, older Daddy. 

freaking out

posted : May 17, 2017 @ 07:01AM pst

well, apparently i'm not the only one with bronchitis. i spoke to two strangers yesterday who have been suffering from bronchitis for two weeks, like me. fuck spring. fuck all this bukakke polination shit!! i keep hockin' big honkin' loogies, and can't fucking breathe! 

cause of this, i'm way behind on my grad work, and it's finals week. i'm...

Going Minimalist

posted : May 14, 2017 @ 05:48PM pst

With my current physical and mental health, I feel the need to start living a minimalist life. 

Steps to be completed: 

1. Delete Facebook profile (and any other profile I find distracting, hurtful, and useless for my brain) *completed 

2. Start trimming my wardrobe to the essentials, aka stuff I know I'll always wear. When looking


Da Work, Da Pain, Da Booty

posted : Apr 25, 2017 @ 05:39PM pst listening to : Die Antwoord "Mount Ninji and Da Nice Time Kid"

i've finally handed in everything that my old job required of me, and yesterday as i was dropping off my keys, the administrator would not stop yapping my ear off. she was never interested in talking to me when i was working there. asked all sorts of things about my job. i felt she was probably being the condescending bitch she usually is, so i...

Panties 2.0

posted : Mar 12, 2017 @ 11:48AM pst listening to : Lady Gaga

i may have made the mistake of getting an Aerie credit card. now it's soft panties, all the time. sometimes i feel like an awkward poster child for the salvation army. now i feel like an awkward poster child for aerie and american eagle. #shamelessplug? 

with no romance or sexy times on the horizon, i've been on a bit of a spending binge. my...