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Dedfishies blog entries
this is normally the time when people become lethargic. when it's grey, when it rains. it just soothes my introverted soul, and inspires me. i am lethargic normally; but it comes with artistic inspiration to knit, photograph, write and create.
my bff took me to dinner tonight at this Portuguese/Brazilian restaurant, with overflowing glasses of wine, scrumptious desserts, meat on skewers, and first time bar trivia. we did three rounds; we were there for like, three hours, tasting wine, enjoying the bread and meat+cheese plate, trying to enjoy dinner while coming up with answers for...
this burning; somewhere between hot and cold, and simultaneously in pain. i've been craving sex like a fucking drug, anything to stave off the fibro flair-ups, or the reminders that my isolation keeps thickening. but, whenever i touch myself, it feels like nothing. i've tried new, taboo ways of turning myself on, but not even being...
i completely suck at self-tie shibari. i clearly need more kink in my life.
things I do when I'm alone for the weekend:
1. get naked
2. watch porn with the volume up
3. wash dishes out of boredom (WHILE NAKED!)
|Occupation||PCA, pornographer, freelance social media coordinator for kink events|
|Hometown||Hell on Earth|
|About Me||Likes: books, sex, good hurt, stringed instruments, Undertale, rope and my pet snake |
Dislikes: jenny, bad hurt, unresolved endings, smelts fish, black licorice
ISFJ, spoonie, feminist, sexual deviant, hedonist, introvert, gypsy, bookworm, musician, collector of oddities, shoe fetishist, rope switch, polyamorous, psych student, activist
|Why Im a GodsGirl's Member||boobs|
|Weapon of Choice||boobs|
|Hobbies||ukulele, reading, Pokemon Go, Netflix and naps|
|Music||political/christian metal, indie/classic/alt rock, opera, riot grrrl, punk, folk|
|Books||horror, queer YA, comics, poetry, non-fiction/memoirs, socialist/feminist non-fiction|
|TV||Steven Universe, Hell's Kitchen, Broad City|
|Education||BACP, MSDP in progress|
|Who I Idolize||Tina Belcher|
|Goals||open a book/sex/vintage record/holistic mental health co-op/store|
|Bedtime attire||a shirt|
|Nerdy Secret Pleasure||Pee Wee Herman|
|Unicorn or Pegasus?||narwoctipus|