So i woke up at 6:30 this morning and couldn't sleep again, i got up as one would, instead of wasting my time to no prevail for sleep to return. I've been listening to Blitz while drinking coffee for the last hour or so. Multi-tasking between playing with the kitties and their new "kitty condo" we picked up last night and downloading random tuneage for the day....and uploading new pics like the beaut you see above. No makeup, freshly awaken, with my mug of choice ;) full of hazelnut coffeeness.

Good news is as follows:

~My broken car is now completely paid off as of yesterday! No more car payments, now i just have to get my taxes done so we can take the car in and get it fixed.

~I've cleaned the spare room up and made a space for myself to write and "strait meditate like a buddhist." It feels like the most positive transition for it so far. Especially since we don't plan on using it for anybody else...except i did put together a cardboard box for the kitties to play with in there too, so they don't feel left out.

~We've made some positive choices on cutting back...like i'm getting rid of cable soon and taking the phone charges off of my comcast bill, so i'll just have internet for communication and entertainment. I've dedicated much more time to reading instead anyhow, the only one who will be butt hurt is jon, he loves his TV. I wasn't deprived of crap tv when i was little so i try to understand his "plight"...but it's still funny. At least he was the one who suggested getting rid of it so i won't feel too bad. At least he'll still be able to watch OPB. ;)

~Mom is going to be coming over Sunday. She has a blender for us, and we're gonna make margaritas!!! For someone who is not a fan of tequilla, there is far too much of it still in my freezer. I like me some margaritas though...and i'm probably going to pick up some goods to make a tasty dinner. WOOT!

~I'll have less distractions therefor i'll get out of the house more and exercise.

~When there is no cable tv in the house i magically become *gasp* MORE CREATIVE! Who woulda thought!

~We won't be able to afford going out so i'll be getting more creative in the kitchen and make more amazing veggie dishes. I'm thinkin' pot pies, yo!

~My friends here have been fucking amazing and supportive and i think about them everyday and their ever-existing awesomeness! I'd be lost with out you guys..and i know Jon doesn't read this but he already knows that without him, i'd be in a gutter somewhere...probably not really, because my friends wouldn't allow it, but you know. At least we still get to have our own place, even if it means i'm poor, i still have fun because my friends and Jon make me laugh everyday. I love you.

~Oh and i can't forget Jill and Eric! I love you guys too and thank you very much for visiting me and eating sweet custard! I look forward very much to the next time i see you. I miss you guys the most-est!

~My sister, Angel, found me on myspace of all places and we've been chatting it up lately and trying to catch up. Seeing as i havn't seen her in ohhhhh, about 10 years or so, it's been crazy...alot of people didn't even know i had a real sister...haha. Luckily, it's made me feel nothing but happiness. A lot of people know that family is a touchy subject for me and that i don't want to be disappointed again, so i'm glad things have been going good with that business and such.

~Oh and i had a gnarly spider bite on the top of my ear this week and the other day i sqeezed a bunch of green and brown goo out of it...that's now good news, the good news is it doesn't hurt anymore and it's not rotting off so, ha! Stupid spider! I hope i squished you in my sleep!

~Other good news......i thought it was going to rain all weekend but ohhhhshit! It's fucking sunny out on my weekend off! And Jon has a saturday night off, which NEVER happens! So we're gonna have fun tonight, we don't know what we're doing yet, and it doesn't even matter...cause whatever it is, it's gonna be great.

Alrighty roo! I'm going to end this post with some pics of good stuff:

Above: Charlie Murphy (my kittles!)

Above: My good friend Val Tron!

Above: Jon (Goddamn) Langdon, my man and the Awesome...