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Just call me H.R. Puffinstuff. posted : 09/08/09 at 11:06pm pst listening to:gaslight anthem

It is official... I'm mobile again! 

The state of Ohio has agreed to let my silly arse back on the Buckeye asphalt.  All my fines, fees, and other silly dowackeys and whatnots have been taken care of.   If i got a wild hair up my bum and decided to drive to Cali. tomorrow there is nothing The Man could legally do about it.   Oh golly gee willikers I am super excited to be able to drive again.

 My life can settle back into some sort of normalcy; first step for that was to register for school again.  Its been about a year and a half since the last time i was in class.  I'm a little nervous so I scheduled a class with an old Professor that I'm fond of; the class is called "Images of Men/Women in Literature", English Literature is my major so it should as much of a cake walk as it is interesting.  I start on Sept. 23.  It's only the one class so there are no excuses for anything less than an "A" .

The next thing to focus on is quitting this being single bullshit.  Its been over a year since I've done anything even as simple as kiss a woman.  My goal is too head back out into the dating world damn near immidately.  The last year has been rather lonesome, but I think that I have weathered it well.  It's time to find some sort of comfort.  Im not looking to get laid; no, no I am honestly looking for a real relationship.  Confidence is abundant, i just need to focus it a little better.  

Met a young lass sunday night at a party; we chatted off and on the entire evening.  I had her giggling like an idiot with my whimsicality, and she was ridiculously pretty.   Way out of my league, but I figured that i'd take a shot in the dark and ask her out...she turned me down.  Though i can honestly say i didn't mind at all.  My "game" is a bit rusty, so i can't say that im not suprised.  The conversation felt comfortable though, so i suppose thats a plus.

Not drinking will be the biggest problem.  Since I can drive again it time to repay many many many rides that were given to me the past year, and because of that I must not...no, I cannot drink; not one or two, no not a single drop.  I have had one major fuck-up in my life and it is directly due to alcohol.  I must be strong, i know that i can still be sober and have fun.  Willpower...

Halloween is coming up.

My friends and i are going as Guitarwolf.

It'll be teh awesome.

-jacob

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