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do anything for Dethclok, but i won't do that posted : 11/09/09 at 11:05pm pst

RARRRRR!!!!!!!   <--- (attention getter)

 

New horizons...

the last couple months have been fraught with fits and dizzy spells

paranoia has become my constant mood.  i fidget and fiddle relentlessly with anything i can get my wire-y mits on.

when around friends i don't speak much anymore.  and when i do the words are shaky and obtuse at best.

it feels a bit like im lost.

 

so to hopefully counteract my fairly tepid reality i've scheduled an appointment with a psychiatrist.  I suppose the only way to go from here is up.

 

things aren't all that bad.

but...

i spend the majority of my time by myself and its incredibly lonely.

my friends are always busy.  and it seems like im the first forgotten/last remembered when it comes to them.

its highly unnerving.

 

im tired. exhausted.  i just want to curl up in bed and not leave; turn into a modern Rip van Winkle.

is it wrong that that sounds better than almost anything else in the world to me right now?

 

im sure this mood is momentary. and once i talk to the doc things will start to perk back up.

but right now my optimism is wavering. 

it sure hasn't toppled.

but without help or something really really good falling into my lap im scared that it will.

 

 

 

also my friend showed me this video the other day and the song has been stuck in my head ever since.

plus it helps that the girl in the video is absolutely friggin adorable. 

favorite parts:

- david byrne impersonator

- asian pee wee herman

- the singer girls cloud shirt .

- ...and her cute bum. i would like to be friends with it ;]

 

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Kitten Mittons!!!!!!! posted : 11/06/09 at 05:20pm pst listening to:it's always sunny in philadelphia

so i've gotten two hours of sleep in the last 48 hours due to skewl and the science factory.

anyone wanna come over and cuddle? makeout? sideways monkey dance?

 

yes?

no?

maybe?

meh, it was worth a shot right?

 

bewbies & butterscotch

-Jacob

 

p.s.-  i gotz copious amounts of mac n' cheez if that tickles your fancy.

 

 

 

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still teh suck posted : 10/14/09 at 12:11pm pst

Took a nap for a couple hours.

my throat is still on fire.

I sat in the shower for the better part of an hour. 

Planned on walking to the grocery to get some soup, but its 40 degrees and raining Chinchillas and Marmosets.

 

i think ill try to make do with whats here in my humble abode...

eff it im just gonna go play dungeons and dragons the rest of

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teh suck posted : 10/14/09 at 07:15am pst

some vile disease has infiltrated my body.

it suxorz.

my best friend's wedding is on saturday.

ughh...

starry eyed posted : 10/12/09 at 11:10pm pst

every time i see the trailer for Where the Wild Things Are my eyeballs get all watery and shiny.

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Name rev. jakey c Age 26 Occupation i edit scientific journals at a science factory Location Hometown Sign Sagittarius About Me i like cats.-butterscotch is the finest taste in all the world.-im not a fan of spiders.-i write stories.-optimism and me dont always see eye to eye.-i get nervous around people, but i love people. -i was born without the sense of smell. -pulchritudinous is my favorite word.- Why Im a GodsGirl's Member why not. everyone needs a reason to put a smile on their face, right? Superhero Power not eggs-actly sure what to call the power, but it involves turning people to a fine glowing goo. trust me its pretty sweet Sexual fantasy two beavers and a doorknob... Weapon of Choice right hand of doom!!!!! Hobbies i read, i write, i like petting cats, i like being weird Music the cure, tool, deftones, the arcade fire, murder by death, pedro the lion, skinny puppy, queens of the stone age, dog fasion disco Movies mad max also anything involving zombies Books H.P. Lovecraft makes me giddy, J.R.R Tolkien, Max Brooks TV reno 911, the simpsons, dexter Art i like art like i like honey-baked hams; only on special occaisions Food im not much of a eater. Education i hate you college. you can seriously go eat a dick. Status Single Orientation Straight Ethnicity white boy Birthday dec 17 Who I Idolize zombie jebus. Goals i have them, they are really nerdy. just trust me on this. Bedtime attire pantaloons Nerdy Secret Pleasure well its not really a secret. i am a pretty goddamn huge nerd. so anything that is pleasurable to me ends up being ridiculously nerdy. My Favorite GodsGirls Unicorn or Pegasus? Mylings if Patrick Duffy was shooting lazers at you how would you defend yourself? right hand of DOOM! My Website
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