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I find it funny, like most things in life, how twisted?? things can be. Yet again in my life, I've lost a friend due to her boy friends jealousy. One, she is effing good looking, and yes-my ex's best friend, but I valued her friendship, and ME never caring what people think of me-didnt care about these circumstances. I'm not too surprised. This is about the 5th or 6th time this has happened. Rather it be a friend from work or friends through-whatever. It just gets old. I have my true blue friends, that with out I can never keep what sanity I have. Jayla, Mandy, Sheila. Im always looking for more, as-One is a mother of two-and the last thing she needs is to hear my bs. One lives 300 miles away and the other is having a life with her fiance and has her issues with all that. I understand all this, and because I care about them-wont. Thus I look for new friends...not just acquaintances that pass, but real friends I can trust, that are similar to me-in that most my issues are family or the disguist in my ex's actions I just found out. I dont have to worry about kids, or keeping a gf happy. I find it funny. That I dont have much to give, and YET these guys get jealous of ME?! Hi. Im Christopher. Im 6-1 and 142 lbs. I manage a FAST FOOD PLACE. What the fuck is there to be jealous of? In most cases, the "friend" realizes some truth to what Ive told them, and want to be friends again. I accepted the face, long ago, even before christina, I would never marry, never have a relationship, and not look for one. THUS, Hi, i'm not out to fuck your girl, hook up or whatever. Rather, Im probably THE LAST guy that would. so anyways. thanks for reading.
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ChrisMurder
haha as i've found out.
Imogen
aww shiit.
that's lame of them.
but you seem to be forgetting that you're awesome, and they have TONS to be jealous of.
haha!
but seriously.
ChrisMurder
aww thank you :)
Yah, i guess they see my awesomeness as a threat.
crazy fools.
Imogen
yeah, plus you're not trying to date their girlfriends, so that's a threat, because it's mysterious and they can't figure out your motives.
or something?
haha
ChrisMurder
hmm I never saw friends as a threat, but yah, no motives, other than to have a friend to talk to. I guess they just see when their gf's talk to me about issues, instead of them-its a threat-but really its their fault for not having that aspect into their relationship. haha.
Hezzy
That happens to me all the time, expect with jealous girlfriends. People are fucking dumb sometimes.
Ronnie
If I were a guy, I know I would be jealous of you...hehe
The thing is, if someone is jealous there really is very little that you can do to get it into their head that they shouldn't be.
ChrisMurder
haha thank you. :) yah I've tried to convince people otherwise, but there is no real reasoning with them. such as life i suppose.
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It happens, some dudes are jealous ass bitches.