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Total perfection posted : 11/07/08 at 07:52pm pst
You deceived me, I lied to you.
By time the night is over, we will have
disappointed each other.
There is no fucking, tonight,
no holding you tight in my arms.
There is only fighting, arguing,
destruction of something of perfection.

This is just a dream, dear...
So wake up tomorrow,
with your fucking smeared makeup
Your pillow is wet with the tears from your
hateful eyes.
This is just a dream, dear..
You want me to feel sorrow
and you call so we can makeup
Your bed is empty with out me, so fucking
cold with your lies.

This is just a dream, dear...
So wake up tomorrow,
with your fucking smeared makeup
Your pillow is wet with the tears from your
hateful eyes.
This is just a dream, dear..
You want me to feel sorrow
and you call so we can makeup
Your bed is empty with out me, so fucking
cold with your lies.

Watch me leave, or watch you go,
all that matters is you're brought me down.
I thought I lost it all, giving you my heart
Never appreciated, I was just fucking in vain
Hoping that somehow we'd never part
Now youre gone, and I can breathe again.
I can dance again, I can live my God damn life
again.

This is just a dream, dear...
So wake up tomorrow,
with your fucking smeared makeup
Your pillow is wet with the tears from your
hateful eyes.
This is just a dream, dear..
You want me to feel sorrow
and you call so we can makeup
Your bed is empty with out me, so fucking
cold with your lies.

This is just a dream, dear...
So wake up tomorrow,
with your fucking smeared makeup
Your pillow is wet with the tears from your
hateful eyes.
This is just a dream, dear..
You want me to feel sorrow
and you call so we can makeup
Your bed is empty with out me, so fucking
cold with your lies.

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Imogen
11/07/08 08:08pm pst

oh my god!!

you're on here!

this is mega exciting!!! yayy

Shyla
11/07/08 08:25pm pst

I like it. Very real.

Jovie
11/30/08 02:15am pst

This is kind of amazing... Just sayin....

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