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FUCK YOU LIFE. posted : 08/14/09 at 12:13pm pst listening to:Yelling and screaming.

My brothers best friend died this morning, from having lung seorgury to get rid of his cancer.

A stitch fell out apparently, he was coughing up blood and drowned in it.

My dad said he went to his house, and said there was blood everywhere.

The kid was only 16 and was leaving with my brother to go to the Warped Tour tomorrow.

I don't know what to do, I lost my best friend in december, but I just kept myself busy.
I want to take him out, but I just don't know what to do. His friend practically lived here.

Life sucks so bad these past three years. It feels like it won't stop.

 

Help?

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Imogen
08/14/09 12:23pm pst

oh nooo :(
I'm so sorry. *hugs*

 

I'm not sure there is "something to do" in this scenario, which I'm sure you know. I don't like to go places when I'm sad so much, so really just being there for your brother (I'm assuming that's who you're talking about) would be the best case scenario. That's a really awful situation, and it sucks that both you and your brother have had to go through it. I wish I could give you cupcakes and a billion hugs. :(

Katrina
08/14/09 01:24pm pst

I'm sorry to hear all that sweetheart. :(

It's terrible news.

Keep your brother company. It will all get better.

River
08/14/09 03:12pm pst

Holy... how horrible!! As someone who has been repeatedly kicked in the balls by this year as well (involving close friends/family and medical issues), I can honestly say that next year cannot come around fast enough. I'm really very sorry that this had to happen to you and your brother. If you need to talk/vent/rage or just generally try to keep your mind off this, I'm just an inbox away.

Matilda
08/14/09 07:31pm pst

thats terrible news love

ive lost a few friends these past couple years as well

and soon i will be losing another person i love dearly due to cancer

 

 

Delilah
10/25/09 01:57am pst

 wow, i am so sorry. :( i don't even know what to say, it's just devastating. 

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