Member : BeautifulBastrd > blogs > reading "Fuck everybody and everything."
Have to get this off my chest.
A friend of mine died recently and since then, I noticed I'm becoming more sensitive to interactions between people. And for the past a couple of weeks, I've seen people fight, insult each other, and become mean over the pettiest shit. This really pisses me off. We have this life given to us to cherish and use to the best of our abilities and what do we do with it? We waste it on bullshit. We waste it on the flightiest of situations just to feed into our egos.
Sometimes when I see this happen, I want to punch these people in fucking throat or hit them with a baseball just so they know what real trauma feels like, not the petty shit they tricked themselves into thinking is important. As I'm doing this, I want scream that a friend just fucking died and you're mad about this!?!?! Though I know they'll have no idea what I'm talking about but it doesn't matter, they need to know how I feel at this moment.
I'm really pissed right now. And I just realized this post will ultimately do nothing.
Again, fuck everyone.