Adelina's journals

yep, it took me foreverrrr to get my DIY shoot turned in...so my model status got revoked.

looks like i need to take care of all that stuff huh...i'll be back tho...until then hit me up on myspace!

and if you wanna help with my DIY...that would be fabulous haha

xoxo

adelina

ok so i have a really good friend that just broke up with his girlfriend...need less to say hes taking it pretty hard soooo....i was wondering if the godsgirls would mind sending him a message or something on myspace just to say hi and see how hes doing.

he'd be super stoked if you guys would do that!

heres the link
www.myspace.com/gettinginked

yea, i know hes really cute huh hahaha


thanks guys...love you!

xoxo
adelina

that its worth being the DD so my brother can have a good time while hes home visiting before he has to go off to iraq to fight some war thats strait up bull shit in my eyes.

hes visitng for a week and wants to do things that i dont find too fun, but i figure that if he likes it and wants to do it then im downnnnn. See, my brother has been my best firend sine we were little shit, hes 14 months younger than me so hes been there through all my shit and ive beenther through his. ...so baciscally if he wants to go and fucking kick rocks for fun then Im gonna be right there with him having a blast.  

however, he wants to go to some club tonight I havent been to since i was about 19 soooo im thinking that this one could possiably be fun...righttt???

hahah....yes ill be stone cold sober but im pretty sure i can have a some-what good time...anddd if all else fails i can just sit down and laugh my ass off at the kids who are so drunk they cant even stand up strait.

hahhaa...ill let you all know how it goes alrightttt???

love you all

xoxo

adelina

oh yea, ive realized that i need to get on that like quick fast dude.....i was wondering if any of the GG that are in the LA or Vegas area wound be down to do a shoot with me....hahah just to make it fun (not to mention super hot)

yea so let me know if youre down to do a shoot ok?

xoxo

for the first time in so long im completly content with everything. Its not like life is peachy-keen or anything but ive learned to accept things, people, and myself for what it is.

its weird because things can only get so bad util you get to a point where you realize that what you have...as much or as little as it may seem that is what you have to be thankful for...you know what i mean?

hahha...maybe i was so darn focused on what i needed or what i didnt have that i totally forgot and ignored what i had...and what i actually had was so much greater and more consistant that anything else i wanted.

dude i know i sound like freak and shit but for some reason i totally realized that I have everything i want right here with me hahaha...crazy how breakdowns can make you realize that huh?

have a good night my loves!

xoxo

its in cali at the pomona fairplex....if youre going hit me up and i'll meet up with you somewhere is you want!

 

come and hang outttt lol

love you

xoxo

to say a big FUCK YOU to relationships and having "special" feelings for any person...and im so serios this time. Im not even down to fuck and bone out anymore....Im just so not into it. Its weird when I decided to become celibate i thought that it would be hella  tough and shit...but now i see more than ever its so easy its retarded.

anddd now i see how fucking stupid guys really are and what they would do to get between your legs...sick mother fuckersss. they bullshit, lie through their teeth and they even go as low as buying you stuff to get to fuck you. tell me how fucking lame is that...im sure that there has to be some legit guys out there but as of now no fool is goona fuck me dude.

im serious...mark my words bitches, im not down for any type of relationship outside of friendship (and that means with out benefits)...ahhhhhhh im just so heated right now....im gonna go buy some smokes and drink a fifth of vodka to the dome.

byeeeee

i decided to take a day and night off from the club and I wanna hang out....so hang outtttt lol.

call me or hit me up on here or myspace k?

love you

to keep me company as I sit pretty much naked at the bar hahaha....but seriously come in and if you want a dance or like a hundred come see meeeee

its been kinda slow at hte club because its summer and all the men that come during the rest of the year  and drop bills are in vegas with the wife and kids. So now all we have are the regulars...its nice dont get me wrong but its fun to see a young guy whos so pumped to be in the club and is down to drop a shit ton of money hahahaha.

So anyways come say hi and have a drink with me.

love youuu

yea it did...didnt get home until like 5 this morning. I have no fucking idea how Im even up right now.

Yea, I even had a conversation with the ex hahaha...that went surprisingly well. That would happen huh...hes the reason I left cali in the and now hes being the guy i liked in the first place...before he got all crazy and shit.

Ok so last night at work some nice looking middle age guy Im talking with askes me if id take him into the VIP room and blow him for 300 fucking dollars. I was like what the fuck thats fucking crazy man! So I looked at him and I asked if he was serious and he said he was and had the money right there (yea i saw that shit). Dude, I was so fucking pissed, I strait u ptold him that Im not a goddamn prostitute and that he can go down las vegas blvd and get that shit done for 20 bucks.

After I said that he laughed it off and asked if any girls in here do it. I told him Im not gonna lie Im sure girls in here are down for shit  like that but the security is so tight here he'd be fucked when he gets caught. 

Thennnnn he askes if Id go back to his hotel and have sex., but he'd "pay me of course"...and thats where I said fuckkkkkk you you fucking cunt and walked away. I dont think Ive ever been so mad in my life dude, so I told the bouncer what happened.

Turns out it was an under-cover cop trying to see who prostituting themself outta the club....gnarly huh.

total mind fuck right