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Opened up the application for the site-
got so anxious and nervous I couldn't even finish it.
=Chickenshit.
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AQuixote
Ugh I want to so bad! And then all my insecurities kick in and I cave. What a lame-o.
I'm so happy for you though! How long were you a member before you applied?
Hexxus
I really think that you should, it's super fun. :)
Actually I didn't have a membership before applying, i just lurked the site for about three years ha ha!
AQuixote
Haha that's great! I really enjoy this site already. SO SO MUCH. Being an actual model for it would be *awesome*
Psylentmike
Go for it! I can't vote for you till you finish your application.
AQuixote
<3 making me all giggly...
Psylentmike
haha Good, giggling is a good way to finish the app so we can make you an official GG. :)
AQuixote
Okay! I'll see what courage I can muster!
Psylentmike
Then I'll wish you some extra courage. :)
You have nothing to lose if it's something you really want, so don't let the self doubt weigh you down.
AQuixote
You're totally right. Applying would NOT be anything I'd ever regret. But letting self doubt stop me, that would be a regret.
Psylentmike
Exactly! To be honest, most of the shit I've done I don't look back at with regret. Usually just a laugh cause that was probably some stupid shit in hindsight. But the times I wish I had again were when I didn't take a chance on something, for better or worse.
EricAtTheDisco
Doooo itttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!
AQuixote
Eeek! Do it, I will.
EricAtTheDisco
YAY !!!
Good luck!!! (Not that you'll need it!)
AQuixote
aw!
Imogen
do iittt
AQuixote
Aaaaaahhhhhck!
Josepha
Don't be afraid... you will do fine and if not you can apply again. :) I really want you to be a GG you are super awesome, active on here already and absolutely gorgeous. :)
AQuixote
This was incredibly sweet. Thank you so much!
Finch
Awww do it do it!!!
AQuixote
I'M GOING TO!
Neko
Hey, you don't have to rush these things baby ;D
AQuixote
:-) Thank you. Rushing is not a problem I have lol. I tend to belabor every decision, especially ones I really care about, such as this. I thinks its one of those things that I maybe should just DO IT and not listen to all my insecurities.
But you're right, though. There isn't a rush. I can wait till I feel all calm about it. I probably wont apply RIGHT now, I don't think I have enough full body shots, and yada yada. But I do want to start working up my courage so that I can stop whining that "I'm not cool enough" and just DO IT.
Neko
Sometimes it is good to give yourself the space and time to be ready, AND sometimes you just gotta take that final push and gain the confidence from that :D
I know when you do decide to try, you'll be great!
AQuixote
Thank you so much:-)
AQuixote
p.s. all you peeps have been super sweet to me, and I feel all fuzzy about it. Thanks a ton:-)
Stacey-Beth
Doo itttt!!!
Brodi
APPLY RIGHT NOW !!!!
AQuixote
Lol okay! I should, shouldn't I? JUST BE BRAVE!
Brodi
for sure ! sending it is nerve racking but just do it !!!
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