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No Title posted : 02/03/12 at 03:45pm pst

 Opened up the application for the site-

got so anxious and nervous I couldn't even finish it.

=Chickenshit.

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Hexxus
02/03/12 04:14pm pst

 Apply! Apply!

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AQuixote
02/03/12 04:21pm pst

Ugh I want to so bad! And then all my insecurities kick in and I cave. What a lame-o. 

I'm so happy for you though! How long were you a member before you applied?

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Hexxus
02/03/12 04:53pm pst

 I really think that you should, it's super fun. :)

 

Actually I didn't have a membership before applying, i just lurked the site for about three years ha ha!

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AQuixote
02/03/12 04:55pm pst

 Haha that's great! I really enjoy this site already. SO SO MUCH. Being an actual model for it would be *awesome*

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Psylentmike
02/03/12 04:29pm pst

 Go for it!  I can't vote for you till you finish your application.

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AQuixote
02/03/12 04:31pm pst

 <3 making me all giggly... 

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Psylentmike
02/03/12 04:44pm pst

 haha Good, giggling is a good way to finish the app so we can make you an official GG. :)

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AQuixote
02/03/12 04:53pm pst

 Okay! I'll see what courage I can muster! 

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Psylentmike
02/03/12 05:22pm pst

 Then I'll wish you some extra courage.  :)

You have nothing to lose if it's something you really want, so don't let the self doubt weigh you down.  

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AQuixote
02/03/12 05:41pm pst

 You're totally right. Applying would NOT be anything I'd ever regret. But letting self doubt stop me, that would be a regret. 

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Psylentmike
02/03/12 05:56pm pst

 Exactly!  To be honest, most of the shit I've done I don't look back at with regret.  Usually just a laugh cause that was probably some stupid shit in hindsight.  But the times I wish I had again were when I didn't take a chance on something, for better or worse.

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EricAtTheDisco
02/03/12 04:56pm pst

Doooo itttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!

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AQuixote
02/03/12 05:40pm pst

 Eeek! Do it, I will.

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EricAtTheDisco
02/03/12 06:16pm pst

YAY !!!

 

Good luck!!! (Not that you'll need it!)

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AQuixote
02/03/12 11:33pm pst

 aw! 

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Imogen
02/04/12 09:52am pst

do iittt

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AQuixote
02/05/12 01:35am pst

Aaaaaahhhhhck!

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Josepha
02/04/12 11:38am pst

 Don't be afraid... you will do fine and if not you can apply again. :) I really want you to be a GG you are super awesome, active on here already and absolutely gorgeous. :)

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AQuixote
02/05/12 01:36am pst

 This was incredibly sweet. Thank you so much!

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Finch
02/04/12 12:13pm pst

 Awww do it do it!!!

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AQuixote
02/05/12 01:37am pst

I'M GOING TO!

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Neko
02/04/12 02:38pm pst

 Hey, you don't have to rush these things baby ;D

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AQuixote
02/05/12 01:40am pst

 :-) Thank you. Rushing is not a problem I have lol. I tend to belabor every decision, especially ones I really care about, such as this. I thinks its one of those things that I maybe should just DO IT and not listen to all my insecurities. 

But you're right, though. There isn't a rush. I can wait till I feel all calm about it. I probably wont apply RIGHT now, I don't think I have enough full body shots, and yada yada. But I do want to start working up my courage so that I can stop whining that "I'm not cool enough" and just DO IT. 

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Neko
02/05/12 03:52pm pst

 Sometimes it is good to give yourself the space and time to be ready, AND sometimes you just gotta take that final push and gain the confidence from that :D

I know when you do decide to try, you'll be great!

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AQuixote
02/05/12 05:18pm pst

 Thank you so much:-)

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AQuixote
02/05/12 01:43am pst

 p.s. all you peeps have been super sweet to me, and I feel all fuzzy about it. Thanks a ton:-)

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Stacey-Beth
02/05/12 05:08pm pst

Doo itttt!!!

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Brodi
02/06/12 09:23pm pst

 APPLY RIGHT NOW !!!!

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AQuixote
02/06/12 10:57pm pst

 Lol okay! I should, shouldn't I? JUST BE BRAVE!

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Brodi
02/06/12 11:00pm pst

 for sure ! sending it is nerve racking but just do it !!!

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