shayna's journals

so its done, well the outline anyways. all 7 hours of it. and for some reason i got REALLY sick. about 4 hours in i just got the worst feeling and had to have him stop so i could go be sick. i felt completely fine afterwards but then again about an hour later it came back. everytime i threw up i would be fine but the feeling kept returning every so often. even for hours after it was done. weird.

but i woke up this morning and my belly was all better. i cant wait to have more work done on it. (just no 7 hours again)

so this is it. im off to get the entire outline of my sleeve done. i have been waiting quite a while for this. and im really excited! woohoo. 7 hours of needles, what more could a girl ask for.

here it is, the last time anyone will see my arm all arm-ish

(oh and i shaved my entire arm in the shower this morning and felt REAL weird doing so. i remember back in high school when girls used to do that, well not me, and i felt like i was being nauty or something, weird feeling. i hope the hair grows back the same ...i had pretty arm hair, for real!)





pictures tomorrow of new outline.

it seems i have to re-dye my hair every 4 weeks in order to keep it black. it so quickly fades to brown and if i wanted it brown i would have started there in the first place.

im doing this as i type.
enjoy

the new face of revlon perhaps. HA

i have a had a horribly pounding headache all day. i just want it to stop.


i think im getting sick. my dad made me beef barley soup and it was soo yummy. i wish i had the time to just sit in bed for the next couple days and have nothing to worry about. all my muscles are sore and my eyes would love to close, and stay that way for many hours. i need a masous (sp) and more soup.


PLEASE GOD, DONT LET THE BOY AND THE LITTLE ONE GET SICK TOO. THEN ILL HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO PUT MYSELF ASIDE AND TAKE CARE OF THEM. ((I CAN BE THANKFUL FOR THE LITTLE THINGS))

I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE IN GOOD HEALTH <3

i promised the boy a smoked ham for dinner, but i think im too late to start cooking it, AND i dont even know how to cook it.

maybe ill do it on sunday, and that way i can figure out how to do it, and do it right. Olive Garden instead tonight?!

i wish there was a "what not to wear" marathon on today, im in the mood to cuddle up on the couch and eat snacks, and that being my favorite show it would just make the day perfect.

i work mon thru fri next week, thats A LOT. i usually do 2 or 3 days. being an awesome mommy is a full time job in itself, why did i volunteer so much of my time to the store. blahh. AT LEAST CHUCK E CHEESE PLAYDATE MONDAY AFTERNOON BEFORE WORK!!

i went to the gym again today, just like every other day this week, but halfway through my workout i decided i want a haircut NOW, so i texted my friend mandy who is a hairdresser and made an appointment for the second i walked out of the gym.

i felt bad having her cut my hair after being disgustingly sweaty but she said she didnt mind. while there my old best friend came in, i havent seen her in years, after graduating highschool we went sperate ways, and we had the most awkwardly forced conversation. it was uncomfortable. shes one of those "im going to school to make something of my life, what are YOU doing" type of people. i dont know how we were ever insperable, i guess time changes many things.

i feel good about working out, i like my new haircut, and things at home have been really well. im glad school vacation is over cause Lannaya is driving me nutty and needs to go back to school. i want to go visit aubrey soon cause shes moving very close to me.

and i added some pictures to "show me your goodies"

<3

i finally joined the gym. i have gone the past two days and it feels good. an hour straight on the eliptical is INTENSE. to know youve only walked the equivillent of 3 miles and only burned 500 calories is a bit of a let down though. at least in trying here.

went bowling the other day and came home and ordered 100 dollars worth of chinese food for 8 people. i thought we were excessivaly ordering but at the end of the night there wasnt not much left. i felt disgusted as i cleaned up after everyone and realized how much food we put away. thats what lazy mondays are for though right?

im dying for a starwberry shake from mcdonalds right now, or friendlys, it actually doesnt matter where it comes from, i would just really enjoy having it but im too damn lazy to go warm my car up just to get one. i should take advantage of having some time to myself and go back to sleep for a while. instead ill do some laundry and clean up the house. and on my way to the gym tonight ill pick up a milkshake. HA!

i love all these beautiful ladies and lurk them all day. <3

:lips:Happy Valentine's Day to everyone :love:

i did my taxes this weekend. getting almost $1700 back and very excited seeing that im behind on all my bills. im making an apt to start my sleeve as well. i should prolly finish my chest but im too excited to start te next project so ill finish it sooner.. or later.

were supposed to finally be getting a little snow on wednesday, maybe a foot, finally. and its school vacation next week. me and the little one and a bunch of other little ones are going cosmic bowling. it will be super fantastic. well also go roller skating again, the first time was quite an experiance.

i really just cant wait for summer. i need a tan but dont enjoy "tanning" i also need a reason to cut my hair super short again

i was reading the post about a GG party overseas...i was a bit confused about it cause it was said to be in oct.. then in june?? when is this, or did i miss out, cause i would love to find a way to attend. are plane tickets to go there crazy expensive? then again i would love to go to LA too, pretty much i would love to go anywhere all the pretty ladies of GG are having a huge cuddlefest.


i need to hurry up and find the puppy i want. im way anxious about it. and i want someone to want to send me gifts and ill send some their way. a pen-pal of some sort, but instead of just letters we get love and presents.. whos down?

thats it for now. NIGHT <3

dress up+friends+cameras=LOVE