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TO TORYN! I LOVE YOU.

EVERYONE LEAVE HER MESSAGES WISHING HER A WONDERFUL 26TH :love:

my sister got 2 new kittens.. they are soo cute and cuddly and give you kisses

and my Mischka puppy is getting SOO big. she found her doggie cookies last night and ate the whole box. she threw them all up this morning. a new hiding place is a must

in 10 hours i will be boarding a plane to vagas. first stop in houston and then back on to vegas. im SO nervous. i have never be on a plane before (other than when i was 3 going to disney) and not only am i going so far but im going alone. i havent slept in days due to anxiety. i am going to take some sleeping pills hoping to fall asleep during the flight.


i am very excited. i hope i dont get homesick. but toryn already assured me she wont make fun of me too much if i do.

the new GG cristi is from my neck of the woods and i would like to meet up with her for lunch after i get back. she is super cute. and i havent seen maureen in a while so itd be nice to have her come along and we can have girl time.

im off to finish packing and try to calm myself. maybe a few drinks will do me some good. WISH ME LUCK

i leave in 58 hours to fly to vegas so i can be in love with Toryn. i KNOW your jealous

i got a new camera. YAY. i have been about 3 weeks without and now ill have to take millions of pictures to make up for lost time. maybe a quick DIY tomorrow before i leave for camping until monday were bringing my daughter to santas villiage and story land in the white mountains new hampshire, its going to be a blast! my mom, step dad, siser,her friend,  my brother, his gf, my friend, her bf, and their daughter are all coming. next thursday i leave at 2am for vegas (for toryn), no one knows how stoked i am.

well im off to target to buy some last minute camping supplies.

xoxo

i think i pinched a nerve in my back. it feels like there is a knife stuck in under my right shoulder blade, and when i breathe in it hurts REAL bad. a friend gave me some muscle relaxers but they havent worked AT ALL


if i still hurt so bad in the morning im going to the doctor to make sure its not anything worse. i cant keep up with a puppy and 5 year old when i can barely move.

and i got paid for sending in 3 (more) diys which means they all got accepted (and should go up fairly soon.) i have at least 3 more ideas to do. im not even cashing the checks until its time for vegas cause i dont wana be tempted to spend it

time for another pill and trying to fall asleep.

night.  xoxox

im having a really bad day. REALLY bad.

usually a good long cry makes me feel better, thats not even working for me right now. it almost hurts

just a quick glimpse of a new DIY to be sent in


and then one that i had started but it wasntgoing well so i quit

i just finished 1 diy and im off to pick up my friend so that she can help me with the next one.


ill post a sneak peak once the seond is finished. WEE