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whatever it is spit it into a bottle posted : 10/11/09 at 11:14pm pst

 and sell it to me.

So my sis got her tittays bigger. 700cc's. They're pretty amazing. When I went w/ her to her follow up appt at the Dr.s she fainted twice. I thought she was having a god damn seizure! Her eyes rolled back and she flopped around like a fish out of water. Thank god I was able to catch her before she hit the ground. I was screaming for the nurses at the top of my lungs for help but noooooo. I had to run and get them after she fainted the 2nd time. The single scariest thing of my life.

Went to LA for some nice R&R. The hotel I stayed at was gorgeous. Here's what my bed looked like... and before I went to dinner...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lately I've stayed pretty anti-social. People have been such a bother lately. But in return I've been turning into a sad sad little girl. I played hookie from work tonight. Couldn't seem the muster up the energy to socialize... so this is me... lolling about in bed... trying my best not to text the one person I shouldn't be thinking about...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I wish I had some delicious little muscle relaxors so I can just fall asleep and quit all this thinking. I'm giving myself the most awful headache. Someone cheer me up... it would be greatly appreciated.

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Bleeker
10/11/09 11:26pm pst

Aww, I'm sorry you're feeling down. I don't know what's wrong but whatever it is, it's only because you deserve something better that will come along, which I know you will get  =)

& my gosh, you're just too beautiful for words...

Delilah
10/11/09 11:58pm pst

 god i just cant get over how beautiful you are, it makes me want to cry. mmm muscle relaxors.... I don't know how to cheer you up, but if I did, i would do it. :>

PRDelicious
10/12/09 02:54am pst

I feel you, I can't seem to socialize well either.  Its hard being away physically or mentally from others....

Get some rest, feel better and enjoy some small things...

Sweet dreams

BradSabbath
10/12/09 04:50am pst

How about some Monty Python ... Always Look on the Bright Side of Life

Sorry thats all i could come up with,  Cheer up :)

Martini07
10/12/09 05:23am pst

 hugs. you look so beautiful. When I read about the cc's I thought you were talking about a motorcycle at first =P that bed looks so comfy

Sumo813
10/12/09 05:35am pst

Have I mentioned how much i LOVE darker hair on you?? AMAZING!

 

Hope you get back to being the cheery you soon. ;) *hugs*

hrtofthematter
10/12/09 08:39am pst

 oh i have such a crush on you.

that's scary about your sister! i would've freeaaaked out too!

love that bed too <3

KPA4life
10/13/09 01:05pm pst

 looks like you wrote this a few days ago but if you still need cheering up this might bring a smile to your pretty face.

www.youtube.com/watch

 

here is a link to watch zombieland from the your coziest place since its sprinkling out here in so cal

www.freestreamtube.com/videos/flash/5a00dee637a3ac8af9c8969085af7e2d.html#

just give it a few minutes to load up after you press play. here is the website i got the link from too. 

www.watch-movies-links.net/

 

radiomayday
10/15/09 03:43pm pst

Life is tough. Just realize that you can change that any second you want because happiness is a choice. The sun is up, the sky is blue, it's beautiful and so are you. <3

Chloe
11/06/09 08:22pm pst

i hope you are feeling better :] i miss talking to you, and i want you to come visit already!

 

you look beautiful as always!

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