melodie's journals

so im talking to a navy reqruter soon on joining the nursing corps....crazy huh...but they will pay for my school where ever i wanna go..plus 1000 a month for help with bills and all i have to do is work in one of there hospitals or hospital ships for 3 years...during that time i will get a 20, 000 sign on bonus plus 30 days paid vacation not counting the monthly time off..money for continuing ed and furthering my degree ..money for travel to conventions and seminars plus ill get to work in trauma in state of the art military hospitals which are all paperwork free cus its all electronic....and ill get full military benifits and after 3 years i can work wherever i want so not only will i be a nurse and get full nursing retirement ill get military retirement and benifits too...its 57,000 yeaar starting and if i become like an micen trauma specialist ill make about 120,000 a year ..soooo i think soon i may be serving my country in the us navy nursing corps.

my boy is starting to be selfish..like ate all the food tonight at the movie..and now wont have sex cus hes sleepy but durring the day when i gave him head for no reason that was ok...im sick of not getting sex when i want...hes like in the morning...i work..i want bed time sex...i never get it...

ill post pics once i take some..but i kinda have a bowl cut...hard to say i did some modeling for toni and guy and they cut it all off....i also start my basic cardiac disrythmia class in a week too for acls and pals yay!

I feel on this site i dont get much love anymore....i think im getting to old and played out....maybe its cus im not slutty enough and have no boobs but i cant be cus my job....i dunno...

heres a pic after i danced on sat night for thrill kill cult at bar sinister....yay hair extentions....  i wish i was a bit more sleepy i worked all day and i have a 12 tomorrow an i cant seem to get sleepy....grrr  also i think im going to lose my website i cant afford to renew the hosting and its so low on my priorities id rather take another class or cert for my job then pay for it... people should donate on it otherwise it will be gone.

yay i got one at work..it made the day so much better! I dont wear makeup at work so i look like  im 12 but whatever  i drive an ambulance!

ok so i dont get how la is the fashion capitol .... honestly every time i go out no matter what scene everyone looks like shit. tonight it was poorly dressed hipsters in there vintage bull shit thats ill fitting and disgusting. its like my hippy ass parents back when they were young and poor threw out the shit they couldnt stand anymore and paired it with nasty knock off jewlery and payless shoes....not to mention there ratty ass hair ...and there boyfriends with clothing even homeless shelters would consider trash.

who wants to come be my study buddy? I need someone to be my patient :D

I have this new dream to learn to dance on roller skates. I also want an afro.

to much paperwork today..... but i did it im now enrolled in nursing school... im so excited to begin l but at the same time not to stoked about organic chem..... YAY SCIENCE!