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camel crush and news about me. posted : 10/24/08 at 04:25pm pst

camel crush and news about me.

so i bought a pack and got one free. i never had them before, but was amused by them. i dont think i like them. too much menthol once you bust the filter. i decided to disect one and found the little blue ball that is responsible for the minty menthol flavor. strange. it made me think that geez....they can make pple buy anything these days. gimmicks and all. i feel a little stupid for falling into it. i think i will quit smoking as soon as i get on my anxiety meds. after all i dont really want to die from smoking ciggs. i can think of a lot cooler ways to go. until then i will smoke these stupid ciggs only when i feel like i need to. i hate them. so if anyone wants two packs of crush ciggs lemme know. lol i would rather kill someone else then myself. lol j/k
on another note, i am looking for a job and they have to work with my rehab schedule. so its hard! they wont let me do modeling either....boooo. any ideas? i can only work mon thru friday days. no weekends no nights no holidays.
my dog is making the strangest noises right now. she sounds horrifying. silly pup!
i am looking forward to rehab actually. i think it will be good for me. i will post my addy there for those who want to write! i would love letters. i will be there for 5 months and for x mas :( :( :( so all the encouragement is appreciated! it sux for me now to try and date too, knowing i will be in rehab for 5 months. i know it would be to hard to try and be with someone during my stay there. i dont think anyone would really want to wait on me and only see mewhile i am at work or lunch so BLAH. i guess i need to work on myself first anyway. but i would like to find a good relationship when i get out. i am not getting any younger!lol ok so my new obsessions right now would have to be iced mocha bubble tea, facebook, self manicures and trying to spend as much time with my best friend as she can stand!lol

ok ok so i wanted to post a questionare about me. i am willing to answer anything!!!! ask me a question on here and i will post my answers! i am an open book so GO!

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samueljbrady
10/24/08 06:02pm pst

QUESTIONS:

What would you most like to be someday?

What's the best thing about your best friend?

What made you want to be a Gods Girl?


What is the most impulsive thing you've ever done?


Thanks! Good luck with the meds & the smoking! Hope you find a rockstar job!!


xx
samuel

Joey
10/24/08 06:15pm pst

i would like to be an interior designer....or a spokesperson against drinking and driving!
the best part about my best friend is that she is loyal and always honest...sometimes too hanest! lol
i wanted to be a gg because i wanted an outlet to express myself and my sexuality. i wanted to be a part of something exciting and open minded.
being that i am a recovering alchy.lol i have done so many impulsive things......i guess moving to austin having never been here and not really giving anyone notice is one. or driving 8 hours to florida in the middle of the night just so i could be on the beach. lol yes alcohol impairs the judgement! lol im pretty impulsive all the time tho!


thanks for reading my post and asking the questions! made my day!

SonnyDisco
12/14/08 02:39pm pst

 Question:

Will you walk in the park with me during summer while eating an ice cream cone while smiling at the children playing?

SonnyDisco
04/28/09 01:15am pst

I'll take that as a no.

Tova
12/19/08 11:28am pst

yea those camel crushes were a kool idea but i hate ciggs to they make me feel sick and gross and they taste bad lol but i smoke anyways....huh?..... lol

i hope everything works out good luck! <3

JustinCali
12/30/08 12:37pm pst

yeah camel crushes totally tried to make smoking cool again...or something. haha menthols are wack anyways! usually the only time I smoke is when I'm out chillin with the boys havin a brew or so..but other then that I dont really need it to curve my stress or nothin..its nothing more then a social activity.

you'll be out of rehab soon enough lady

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