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I don't deal well with it.. I often find myself in denial about the one's I've lost.. I find myself pretending they have moved or that I just don't run into them or see them as much as I once did. Today a long time family friend passed away & it's making me realize yet again just how short life is. Anxiety did I mention I hate you? Clearly I'm having a quarter life crisis earlier then I should be *sigh*
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missmoneypenny
I am sorry to hear this.
River
I know how you feel, darling. I wish I owned a huge castle with mutiple wings where all I keep all my friends/amicable ex-lovers, etc. And we would just live in that house and be happy forever, without all the nonsense of loss and boundaries and distance. Denial is a dangerous drug.
exquisitecorpse
*hugs*
Mansfield
I believe in dealing with stuff the way you see fit too but take it from a person who has lost a lot of people living in Flint and Detroit I know that denial will eat you up inside and sometimes facing shit head on makes you feel better... Just remember those people in happy memories and always keep them in your heart...so feel better
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on my drive home from the cubs game today. Seeing the skyscrappers being lost in the clouds that floated down extra low. I realized life is pretty awesome. I've had the kid scare thrown at me this week. I don't really know how to accept it. Its not with a girl a love, or a girl I particularly know too well. And she is pro life sooooooooooo opition 1 is out the window. But if you think about it the dead out number the living about ten thousand to one.
So cheer up. Enjoy life. Do shit you wanna do. Start worrying about life around like 27-30