idiocratic

So I really hate my new job. I'm bored all day long because I'm not doing anything. To most people this would be a dream and I thought it would be too, but its really not. I'm so lame because I wish I could work from home. No more busting my ass to be up at the crack of dawn every morning to sit in traffic and go be miserable all day long. I seriously doubt that will ever happen though. Everytime I think about going to work I start to cry because I am that miserable there. And then it makes me feel bad because the people I work with are awesome. One even did playboy not too long ago from what I understand, but anyways. I have to go shower now and get to sleep so I won't be late in the morning.

I want to gouge my eyes out because I have that stupid fucking jonas brothers song stuck in my head. Ahhhhhhhhh

I lost my job a little over a month ago. I had to cut the internet for a bit until I got caught up on the rest of my more important bills. But its back! I had my sidekick but trying to update from that is almost impossible.

As for why I lost my job, I couldn't give anyone an exact reason because I wasn't given one. I think the owner knew that I was about to ask for the raise that I was supposed to get 2 months before that. But shes cheap. So she got rid of me. But whatever. I liked my job but it was driving me nuts. I hardly had any hours anyways. But looking for a new job blows. I've been trying but people tell me I don't have the right training or experience. Or I'm over qualified meaning I'm asking for too much money. But I know its a bad time to be looking for a job. I think I'm gonna stop stressing over it for the next week or so and get ready for my minii vacation to Philly.

Yep thats all I got right now. Its almost 5 am and I'm exhausted. I'll write a better update when I'm more alert. But now with all this free time I've got I can look at sets and comment and get active on the boards again. Hopefully I'll make some new friends!

I have update in forever. The following things have consumed my life.

Work.
Family.
Friends.
More work.
Guitar Hero.

I will make a decent update over the weekend since I finally have some time off!

Seriously. I hate the Manning brothers so bad. I hope they both choke on something.

I promise an update of real substance as soon as I'm not pissed.