hateindigital

i am a horrific mix of booze and trouble i went out and about to the different bars i am associated with spent far to much money and wasted yet another night in a series of far to many, my mind drifts as i bury myself further and further under the influence. i fade in between double shots and chasers. i drink once every 4 months or so this makes 2 nights in a row and ive already got my friends nervous. my life is drawing ever closer to the end of one chapter and the beginning of another and i dont know whether i want to continue reading or just let it all just spill out. to say you were every nail in my coffin would make you into more than your actually are you were a nail, just one.

Sent out a gift package to a gods girl today. I hope she likes it. Chistmas comes early sometimes. I should be getting a powerbook g4 today and I am really excited I'm so sick of being glued to my sidekick. My friend nicks last day in the navy was today. I'm really happy for him and jealous aswell but more so happy. I can't wait for the freedom just focus on things other than the calender and let the days pass. Countdowns: 21 days: 22 days.