erin's journals

so i just got back from seattle and it was fucking e.p.i.c

i got to see one of my favorite bands ever 2 nights in a row. me, jorma and katie had the most amazing vacation and we all fell in love with life again. i feel so revitalized and all reborn and shit...

i totally forgot there were nice people in the world. people who dont drive cars, they ride bikes and walk. people who catch you staring at them and smile instead of scowl or mouth off to you. i love the pacific northwest is amazing. we got to see the brother. i saw stormy, love that bitch. we ended up not getting tattooed cause there was no time but next time. i'd like to go back up there soon.

todays the radio show again.

listen to us.

www.littleradio.com
2 - 4pm.
IM : godsgirlsradio

wheeeeee.

xo.
-erin.

today annaliese and i have our first radio show.

come listen to it!

www.littleradio.com

2-4pm pst (west coast)

IM : godsgirlsradio

todays the first show and we'll be doing every tuesday from now on!

pimp that shit, tell your friends. listen to us talk about how we don't know how to work the monitor board.

haha.

wheee.

yay.

and then, SEATTLE!

me and stormy are getting bro tattoos when we stop in portland! oh daddy and her hooker will be reunited at last. pictures to come upon return from my trip.

xo.
-erin.

i have so many damn pictures its stupid.

anyway, one day last week me and 'kate' were totally in love and so here are some pictures of me and her. we're driving to seattle to see murder city devils this weekend and im soooooooo excited. we pick up the rental car tomorrow.




and this ones really fuckin old. like 3 years almost?


this is my friend Io, she lives in new york and shes lovely :



i wish i knew where my gold tooth was... :/

um.

jorma gets back in 20 minutes so ima mosey on over to the punk house and bicker with him until i'm blue in the face. i've missed the shitty.

ohhh self portraits. haha:



the end.
xo.
-erin

SEATTLE@!!OI$(*$YQL!H$

hi.

whoever did makeup on geisha's new header pictures is amazing. i think it was sutan but it could be pia? i don't know but its fucking good.

anyway, speaking of makeup. i uploaded some photos of makeup i've done. this one me and kat did together. total fantasy type looking-ness. kat hated the feathers, i loved them:




the first picture probably looks all smushy becuase its a landscape picture but whatever, you get the point.

another thing i did was the esoteric's "your new burden" video :




i should try and hunt down the colour video i worked on. i don't have any pictures from that.

i also did makeup on the infamous "honey" set with kayla and leona:



and there it is. kind of bored... thought i'd make some long indepth update.

emma is in town. erica just left. she took some pictures of us and i took one with my sidekick :



and last night i slept over at kat & ashleys house... and i stumbled upon this wig:



this is what i'd look like with short black hair... yeah, right. its bullshit. i cut my hair short once and it looked NOTHING like that. i looked like a goddamn mushroom. my hair is SO thick so whenever i cut it short it puffs out at the bottom and i look like a retard. anyway, i think i'm too narcissitic (sp?) to cut my hair off... that'd be like me loosing 3 inches off my dick if i had one (that was attached to my body anyway, har har).

and finally one last picture :



cricket is licking one of the stupid's buttholes right now. its kind of disturbing.

emma, toryn and kat all just got here and they're eating ice cream. i want ice cream too.

too bad i cant afford a dentist to get my cavities filled.

dear america,

why are you so weird. why don't you provide dental care at a reasonable price? you make people like me have to travel all the way back to canadia to get their teeth fixed.

love, erin.

xo.
-erin.

p.s - you are all so jealous of what stoya and kortni did to me last night.

why cant we all just get along?

du du du...

ok.

soooo, i'm gonna put some makeup on some girls and take pictures for my book today.

um.

i'm still standing in the same place as i always was. is it ever going to change?

dear emma, i want to make makeup on you. readdyyyyy go!

xo.
-erin.

where do i stand... in the same place ive always stood.

somethings just never change.

... i really hope they do though.

xo.
-erin.

so i'm sitting right beside toryn. emma just left with grey to go shopping i think.

the airconditioner is cold... i should turn it down but i'm too lazy.

i'm itching to book a makeup job. readyyyy go.

nik is here, he leaves tomorrow. thats sad.

xo.
-erin.

honestly...

talk all the shit you want about me behind my back but if you cant say anything that you say behind my back to my face, then i have no respect for you and i find you pathetic.

i'm talking to annaliese on the phone. shes sooo faaaaaar. come back nooow.

xo.
-erin.

p.s - can't wait for tomorrow.

watching the worlds most horrible movie.

i will never get this 2 hours of my life back.

and i think i'm totally ok with it.

xo.
-erin.

this city is over populated with ego's, pretentiousness and selflishness. all the "rock stars" and "models" and "actors/actresses" with their fucking egomaniacle ways of life make me want to fucking puke.

i'm gonna shake your hand and have a full conversation with you about something you might seem to think is importand but all the while i'm thinking "as soon as you walk away i'm going to critique everything you're wearing and point out that your pathetic and i pity you".

i've never been affected by "celebrities"... except for that one time i saw the dude from queer as folk in a 7/11. i don't see the need to treat them any differently than anyone else. i'm not afraid to say what i really think about someone and i don't feel like i need to cater to the needs of the "important" people.

this city has its good people but they are so hard to find... i'm glad i've found a handful, thats all i really need. its just depressing to think that someone you thought was a stand up person and worthy of wasting your time being friends with ends up being a selfish fuck with an ego that spans from LA to NYC.

i'm talking in code, so this probably doesn't even make any sense.

people are a dissapointment is basically what i'm tryin to say.

whatever.

nik gets here on thurs. i'm stoked.

xo.
-erin.

p.s - how come i can never be comfortable in the same place for longer than x amount of time?