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i know i've been a bad bad girl and haven't updates as much as i'd like, but, here i am now
anyone else sick of summer? i'm ready for that cool night wind to blow, ready for the leaves to fall...i'm ready for pumpkins and costumes. yess....and even the nasty questionable local fair, and all it's offerings heh.....really, when i think about
... read full entry >helllooo out there, hello
well, what can i say......i haven't had bad dreams lately, haven't had trouble sleeping. I've been having happy moments.
I've realized lately, more than ever, that searching for a constant state of happiness is a silly game. I think it's about searching for happy moments. What more can any of us do than just have a happy
... read full entry >evenin', ladies n' gents
so then, i peirced my nipples, became vegan, and am turning 23 today
that is the abbreviated version of this journal. for the lazies. i haven't been around these parts too much lately...sad i know....i just wanted to quickly update and then maybe the true soldiers can carry on through the rambling.
and also, how are all of
... read full entry >is now a necessity to be free.
hey everyone
so yes, i'm not all settled and cozy in my new nest....it's pretty simple. one bedroom, some steep ass stairs that have already claimed me a few times AND i spilled red wine on the carpet the first night i was here
:/ BUT i like it. a lot. i feel very content and relaxed to feel so much of myself again..
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Hey everyone,
I'm sitting here biting my nails trying to think of where to start.
Litle has changed in my physical routine that couple of weeks...i mean....i wake up, eat, go about the day....and then, i almost feel like someone has just, without warning, shoved me into some sort of mental wakening. That doesn't mean i've figured any answers,
... read full entry >This is quite possibly my favorite song in the entire world. When ever somebody asks me "whats your favorite song", I hardly even hesistate, or say "man thats haaaard." I think that's saying a lot, cause there are some crazy amazing songs floating around the universe.
I've not had enough sleep for weeks now. I know its taking toll on me
... read full entry >i wanna make you dream
southern winds always bring the same old thing
you can hear it in the trees, but its hard to tell
varying shapes and sizes, so you can't associate
one day you'll be back
with some discoloration and a new last name
there's still a little daylight left
and nobody's died
so lets set the woods on fire
let's dance and sing all night
i cut ... read full entry >
my interview with sex on fire. it was fun. go do it, fellow naked girls.
:)
just watched the einstein special on the history channel.
so inspiring and provocative always.
and on religion:
"My position concerning God is that of an agnostic. I am convinced that a vivid consciousness of ... read full entry >
"sleep tonight, on dreams as sweet as angels wings, and all your dreams may bring you sweeter things."
I am obsessive. I obsess over things. I can think of worse things to do.
Right now I'm obsessing over sleep. The sleep state. It's incredible. And dreaming, well that's an endless territory. I've actually always been obsessed ... read full entry >
This makes me want to murder.
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Billy Graham's Prayer for Our Nation
"Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direc ion and guidance. We know Your Word says, 'Woe to those who call evil good', but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and ... read full entry >
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