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helllooo out there, hello
well, what can i say......i haven't had bad dreams lately, haven't had trouble sleeping. I've been having happy moments.
I've realized lately, more than ever, that searching for a constant state of happiness is a silly game. I think it's about searching for happy moments. What more can any of us do than just have a happy day? Just to be outside in the sun and be alive is a huge accomplishment.
And for all the fucked up things that happen in the world, I've been reminded that there's an equal beautiful and bright side. Sometimes there's a pretty pink and orange sky over my head, and there are honeysuckles growing. There are good movies and laughs and animal and big shady trees....there are people who are genuine, and trains, and wine and amazing songs....there are happy little kids and tarantulas and bob dylan and and comic books.... It feels good to be reminded of that, of this side of the world.
And that's all i've got that's worth sayin' tonight, i think, unless of course anyone wants to hear me ramble on about cartoons I miss seeing.
<3
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Finch
There are great big beautiful bridges and sweet little birds and sunny patches of grass to lay on while eating an ice cream cone. And bicycle rides and tangerines and teapots and goose down blankets.
So many wonderful little happy things.
<3
Josepha
I know how it is... to think so much about every bad thing going on... I guess you are right and it is just the way it goes and that there are actually good things... My father tells me everytime I see him that I have to accept that I can't change everything into GOOD... but its hard to stop...
But I am happy that you feel good. I am happy at the moment as well and looking forward to all the good times coming up... :) <3<3<3
Swindle
Happy moments are the best, and they are always highlighted by the shitty shit we go through.
Annnnd you look so purrdy in that picture :)
Dylan
I <3 you!
Jerbear
cartoons i miss seeing:
Darkwing Duck, Johnny Bravo, Freakazoid, Muppet Babies, Duck Tales, Bobby's World, Gummy Bears, Ninja Turtles, The Snorks, Tiny Toons, Beetlejuice, He-Man, The Tick, AHHHH! Real Monsters, Pinky & The Brain, Animaniacs, Doug, The Critic, Rescue Rangers, etc...
k your turn.
Ellie
ahhhhhhh o man im getting all excited read through these haha
i miss every single one of those, especially beetlejuice and muppet babies....annnnd Dinosaurs? i think it was called...you know...not the mama!hhaha...that wasn't technically a cartoon i suppose.....and rocko's modern life, fraggle rock, old school rugrats, not that new shit....hmmmm.....tale spin...
yep. those were the glory days.
Jerbear
HOW DID I FORGET ROCKO'S MODERN LIFE??? aww i loved Heffer, and yeah Dinasaurs was the shit, my ex girlfriend bought that on DVD for my b-day a few years ago and i watch it pretty regularly haha it's for sure way cheesier then i remember it being... but still good.
cant forget the old Ghostbusters cartoon, and Care Bears... yeah im comfortable enough to admit that i liked Care Bears ha, you know what movie i miss? it's kind of a cartoon i guess... Pete's Dragon! i used to be obsessed with that flick.
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it took me ages to realize that trying to live a happy life is impossible, but living each day to the happiest it can be, is way more attainable. just having fun is the way to go. im glad youre good.
:)