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evenin', ladies n' gents
so then, i peirced my nipples, became vegan, and am turning 23 today
that is the abbreviated version of this journal. for the lazies. i haven't been around these parts too much lately...sad i know....i just wanted to quickly update and then maybe the true soldiers can carry on through the rambling.
and also, how are all of you? how are you feeling, what's new....i'm a curious girl, and i need to know.
alright the stab
i actually enjoyed the whole thing....feeling the fear and releif, those two polar opposittes...the rush of endorphins...not so much the actual tearing of my flesh. but those emotions don't necessarily rise up on a daily basis.
i guess i was a little suprised. i generally have a low pain tolerence.
hmm...at this particular moment i'm drinking a glass of chocolate soy milk...naked.
oh yeah the vegan thing. well there's really no inspirational and compelling reason why i decided to make this change. and actually it's pretty far from selfless. it just seemed like the right thing to do and the right direction for me to go, i don't feel that i need anymore explanation than that. if something makes you happy and doesn't hurt anyone else...seems simple to me.
and then today i'm 23
thank you for the sweet birthday wishes, and thankyou my sweet fighting partner for celebrating me.
i went out with my sister last weekend to drinks, an early birthday gift of alcohol.
well, other than all of the above, i've been very disoriented lately. i wake up every morning feeling upside down, and so very off balance. The dizzines lasts for a little while and eventually fades out. I'd only recently heard about vertigo, so I don't know..it may be some form of that.
I have this feeling it's something to do with my dreams lately. They all involve carnivals, somehow...dizzying, loud, colorful, spinning....people all around. Feeling upside down is kind of normal after a carnival.
Who knows? Never me. But that's alright.
I actually have a lot more to speak about, but my dad is taking me out or sushi, and i'm getting the pre-delicious food jitters.
i hope the stars are out for all of you tonight.
cheek kisses,
ellie
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xMangox650x
my crush on you just grew with your pierced nips ;)
happy birthday =]
Holli
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
nippies look great, ALWAYS! <33
Elliott
I can't even say how much I love you. You continue to amaze me. Happy birthday love, I wish I could be there to celebrate with you. Hope you have a great one!! :D Jrs bday is tomorrow, thats funny ur bdays are so close. Thats awesome you got ur nips pierced, it doesn't really hurt as bad as you would think, way to go! PM me when you get a change btw. Love ya girl
xoxo
Darth_Pinko
Happy Happy Birthday! Also the Yeah Yeah Yeahs came out with a new single called "Zero".
BlueEyedBoy
Happy Birthday!
The piercings look fantastic!
Kaylyn
you are so adorable girly! grats on going vegan and getting your nipples pierced! i doubt i could ever get mine done, so i'm totally jealous ;] and vegan, yay!! that's awesome, I'm glad to hear it. don't forget, some alcohol's not vegan tho! hahaa but enjoy anyways, happy birthday babe!<3
Martini07
Happy birthdayyyyy!!! <3 <3 hope that you had a fun day. Love the nipple piercings ;)
supernal666
Happy Birthday! the nipple piercings look great :)
pigman
Happy b-day :]
NoPotNewGuy
I just saw this, nips look great. Hope you are enjoying being 23.
Josepha
your nipples look good :) I had a nipple piercing too but it was still hurting after half a year... I put it out...
The golden glasses you have are amazing and you look great... :) I hope you had a nice birthday and that you feel well...
Finch
I miss youuuu
I hope you are doing wonderful things and still being the prettiest.
xo
Steam
Damn, you are beautiful !!! I love the nipple piercings on you.
Happy birthday, and congrats on going vegan ! It feels amazing. :)
I'm entering the 23 group soon ! Have you heard lots of "So, how is it like to be 23 ??"
Alohra
Happy belated birthday!
Good luck figuring out what's going on with the disorientation. <3
Alexandra
your tits are amazing. happy belated!
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i have such a crush on you, there is something about your essence that is so alluring...
your nipples look wonderful, i really enjoy getting them pierced actually so i can relate to that. i hope your birthday is really great, seeing as how i can't actually give them to you, here is a photo of some delicious vegan cookies i baked today that you can imagine enjoying.
<3
http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc301/liviagg/noms.jpg