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what color are you on the inside, though? posted : 09/27/09 at 05:42pm pst listening to:white noise.. the hum of the AC overhead.

this morning (and by morning i mean mid afternoon) i received three dozen roses. roses are not my favorite. i really like orchids, hydrangea and peonies but i am not complaining at all. they are lovely and i am charmed. i was laying in bed with my asian, leslie, when they arrived. i love leslie.

 

i am going to fill this blog entry with pictures since i think that's what you are all mostly here for.

dave navarro (www.godsgirls.com/members/davenavarro) does not approve of this dress but i like it and here is a picture.

 

i bought this shirt the other day on a sale rack somewhere. at first i thought that it was some kind of "let's go shopping and spend money together" sort of phrase and then it occurred to me that this is a shirt for slutty nerds. i am a nerd who looks a touch slutty on occasion so i think it suits me. my friend kat says that i am not allowed to leave the house wearing any shirt with the word "stimulate" written on it but we will see. she is not the boss of me! 

 

note the unicorns on the wall. unicorns are real.

 

i bought this art deco vanity recently after a long, arduous search around craigslist. it got damaged a bit on the way home but i love old furniture and i am happy about having a vanity to stack all of my feminine potions on. this makes getting ready much more enjoyable. my room is getting crowded though and i would like very much for a professional closet organizer to take over my house. maybe that will be my next big spend. or maybe i can con one of you into doing it for me. who is feeling open to a grift? 

 

in keeping with my trend of recent history in having roommates all named Lauren our very own Lauren of GodsGirls has moved in to my house. we are getting along swimmingly. she enjoys my cooking and i enjoy that she has an official spot on the sofa. i also enjoyed her boyfriend bill when he came to visit us. here is a picture of him walking around the house in many petticoats and one of my famous bear heads.

 

he walked passed me a number of times wearing those petticoats and at first i tried to play it cool like i thought what he was doing was normal but the last time he walked by i erupted into a fit of laughter and he let me take a picture.

 

i am obsessed with this lipstick and with this zebra-ish jumpsuit thing that i am wearing. the 90s are the boss of me lately and there have been many shoulder pads and all things coral-hued in my life.

 

 

but some things like my penchant for hood rat earrings will never change.

i spent a fair amount of my childhood in the projects outside of detroit. my affection for soul food and door knocker earrings is SERIOUS.

 

this is what happened when i tried to come up with a 'toned down' make up look for myself. my other 'toned down' look is red lips, eyeliner only, light blush but it still seems too wintery for our current weather in los angeles. we are in a suspended state of summer, it seems.

 

 

and here i am laying around in bed.. my favorite activity.. or lack of activity.

 

 

and here i am with no makeup. my skin has been troublesome lately. so have some other things in my life. i have a great deal of stress/tension in my shoulder area right now. i had this rock solid knot in my neck the other day. i need infinity massages and pampering and about 50 thousand expendable dollars.

 

i am getting very restless. i want something exciting to happen but i am trying to remember not to let my sense of urgency get the best of me. i am not a patient person and sometimes that has it's negative effects on EVERTHING.

 

i love you all.

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Applejacks
09/27/09 05:52pm pst

im still completely amazed by the wallpaper

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:02pm pst

i am here for you -  http://www.muralsyourway.com/

 

ta-da! 

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Applejacks @ 09/27/09 07:31pm pst

you're the best! no matter what anyone says!  i owe you dinner somewhere fancy, like dennys or something

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:35pm pst

can we order from their cool new band tour inspired menu? rock and roll! 

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Applejacks @ 09/27/09 07:38pm pst

they have that? really?   of course!!!  babygirl you can even have dessert!  WE ARE GOING ALL OUT!!!!

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pyratking
09/27/09 05:55pm pst

I lol'd at hood rat earrings.

Charity
09/27/09 05:55pm pst

 Love your toned down makeup look! Your eyebrows look great.

 

I would like to stimulate the economy with you!

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 06:58pm pst

come to LA for a shopping adventure.

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LynsieLee
09/27/09 05:57pm pst

you are gorgeous all the time. it's a fact. and i totally understand what you're going through with the "urgency" deal. i have zero patience for things and it makes life too serious for me. oh and i'll rub your back if you rub mine :)

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 06:59pm pst

is instant gratification a myth propagated by microwaves????? i have so many questions.

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LynsieLee @ 09/27/09 07:37pm pst

omg i think you're on to something!

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:32pm pst

i am pretty sure that the microwave is the root of all evil in many ways. if people were really concerned with family values they would ban the microwave! 

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LynsieLee @ 09/27/09 08:42pm pst

YES! and if they're in any way concerned with their health. microwaves=processed food=gross.

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Athame
09/27/09 06:01pm pst

Wonderful pics. Love the deco art vanity.

Vera
09/27/09 06:11pm pst

that vanity is rad! i've always wanted since i was little, maybe someday.. beautiful as always!

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:01pm pst

i bet you can find an amazing one around where you live.

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Vera @ 09/27/09 07:21pm pst

my room is already jam packed, it'll have to wait til i move somewhere else cuz i'm not parting with any clothes to rid of one of my dressers haha

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PhillipAnthony
09/27/09 06:16pm pst

 i'll have to check with my agent but i'm pretty sure we can work out an agreement when i supply infinite massages for little to no cost to you

i love your economy shirt.

i think the world shall protest in ones like it!

what an image

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:51pm pst

massages are magical.

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PhillipAnthony @ 09/27/09 08:26pm pst

 well would you think i'm just attempting to sound c00l if i said i give magnificent massages? ^,^

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Amythia
09/27/09 06:38pm pst

I should go shopping for a beautiful vanity.  There is a furniture flea market I need to hit when I start saving money again.

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 06:40pm pst

i LOVE furniture flea markets.

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Amythia @ 09/27/09 06:50pm pst

And then I'ld have a new "prop" to shoot with!

thanks for the non direct inspiration

 

PS: I am enjoying your conversations with Jenna on Twitter.  It's better then TV.

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 06:54pm pst

oh man. i really feel sorry for everyone who follows both jenna and i. we are obnoxious and we abuse the @reply functionality of twitter quite a bit. i am glad to hear that

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Amythia @ 09/27/09 07:23pm pst

Some of the banter is annoying, but there are golden moments that make it worth it :)

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Hezzy
09/27/09 06:50pm pst

I have a vanity that looks just like that!! Me and lynsielee might shoot a set with it. Also, your makeup is awesome! Do mine, thanks.

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 06:57pm pst

i feel like acquiring that vanity made me 100 times more awesome. like dita von teese.

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Rae
09/27/09 06:53pm pst

aw i love you

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 06:59pm pst

i love you too! =)

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Matilda
09/27/09 06:53pm pst

i love the vanity

your gorgeous with or without makeup

and your hood rat earrings look lovely lol

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:00pm pst

all girls should own one pair of stripper shoes, an expensive black lingerie set and a pair of trampy earrings. deep thoughts and life advice from annaliese.

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Matilda @ 09/27/09 07:03pm pst

and all good advice right there although i am lacking the earrings i can never find a pair that i like

and i dont want hoops

 

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:06pm pst

go to your local ghetto beauty supply store. where ever black girls are buying cheap weaves there shall be many glorious slut earrings.

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Dandan
09/27/09 07:10pm pst

Yes, I thought that was Art Deco.  Like it but love the pictures of you as always....and of course unicorns are real!  Actually, I am a unicorn, that's why I've been a little shy in posting a profile picture of myself.

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:12pm pst

i love furniture from 1930-1960. i also love unicorns. that means i love you too.

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Dandan @ 09/27/09 07:15pm pst

Gosh, now you've made a unicorn blush.  I love you too Annaliese!

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DaveNavarro
09/27/09 07:17pm pst

 SO funny I JUST found those big gold earrings here this morning! You look ravishing as usual in these pictures. Each one is more stunning than the next! I will drop off your earrings tomorrow morning with your dry cleaning and coffee. Next time expect four dozen! XOXOXO

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:23pm pst

i've always wanted a man who would bring me jewelry.

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Lorraine
09/27/09 07:21pm pst

 You have the bestest eye brows ever!

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:29pm pst

my real eyebrows are kind of dumb. i just know how to make the most out of what i have.

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Lorraine @ 09/27/09 08:48pm pst

 Well thats talent, I've had almost all different kinds too, without knowing how to draw them on, I think I would suck at that, cameras are my artistic medium.

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Finch
09/27/09 07:26pm pst

I was wondering, when the pictures of you first started in this journal, "what does Annaliese look like without make ups?"  And lo, you did provide me with an answer - Just as pretty as always. 

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:29pm pst

thank you. though, i don't think that i have the type of 'pretty' that is suited for being naked-faced. YOU, on the other hand, absolutely do.

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Finch @ 09/27/09 07:44pm pst

Oh shush, yes you do. 

I just wish I knew how to apply make up better.  I fail so hard at doing my own make. 

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 07:48pm pst

practice makes perfect. watch tutorial videos on youtube. there is a goldmine of them.

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totaltech
09/27/09 07:54pm pst

I have come from the 1980s to tell you two things:

1) I am genetically predisposed to awesome massages. I am not making this up. You with the tense shoulders, me with the massage gene? We could make beautiful music together. Well, not music, but you're beautiful so we're halfway there, right?

2) Your mirrorimage shirt shot just gave me an awesome idea for a new is-the.biz feature - image rotations and flips. I'll work on that this week some time.

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:03pm pst

do you write ruby on rails by any chance? 

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:08pm pst

I'm a frayed knot. I looked at it and thought "It'll never catch on". It's clinging on to life, but it's not had the penetration (hur hur) that makes it worth me wrapping my

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:30pm pst

i really need one or two full time ruby on rails coders who like equity and deferred payment. it's for a coming-soon start up. i am told that RoR is easy to pick up because

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:42pm pst

Sounds cool. But I have a question - if it's a new project, why RoR? Are you looking to extend/mould existing code to your desires?

And I know what you mean about the buzz

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:50pm pst

development with RoR is speedy. we are building the site from scratch. first coder who we hired built the database and some functionality on rails. he is away getting a

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:54pm pst

If you want to fire me over some real details and what you got in mind then you've got one of my email addresses on file here. I'm happy to exchange an NDA if you want.

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:03pm pst

and please explain further this genetic predisposition. are you thai? 

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:07pm pst

Nuh-uh. Swedish.

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:23pm pst

i had a deep tissue massage from a swede once and nearly wanted to cry. it was so painful. do you look like an angel? i think that swedish people look angelic.

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:39pm pst

Deep tissue is a bit over the top. Think of me as a low-carb version of a Swedish massage.

An angel? Uh. I don't think I look like an angel, but that could be my low self

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:41pm pst

nope. i would never bully a picture out of anyone! 

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:46pm pst

Awww. Have an old meme instead:

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Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:52pm pst

that picture made me hungry(er)

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totaltech @ 09/27/09 08:55pm pst

For rabbit? THE RABBIT LOVES YOU. YOU LEAVE THE RABBIT ALONE.

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shotgun77cure
09/27/09 08:11pm pst

you are beautiful you dont take a bad pic and the dress in the first pic is hot! and the vanity is sweet i like vintage!

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:26pm pst

i take plenty of bad pictures. i just don't post them online!

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shotgun77cure @ 09/27/09 08:29pm pst

lol whatever i dont believe you! hope u had a good weekend!

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Delilah
09/27/09 08:42pm pst

First off, that wallpaper is badass. It must be awesome to live in your own personal forest! Second, damn. You are gorgeous. I love your hand tatoos, they're beautiful.

Annaliese @ 09/27/09 08:50pm pst

that is quite a compliment coming from you. you are very beautiful. don't get your hands tattooed! 

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Delilah @ 09/27/09 10:56pm pst

Oh goodness, thank you ma'am:> Why not?! I think they are so beautiful! Iv'e always wanted one... But I see how they would get frustrating.

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Vice
09/27/09 09:20pm pst

Coral Lipstick is the way to go. It almost seems electric.  

JustNick
09/27/09 11:07pm pst

you dont change facial expressions

Annaliese @ 09/28/09 03:50am pst

maybe i only have one good angle! 

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JustNick @ 09/28/09 03:47pm pst

like napoleon dynamite hahaha

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finlay
09/28/09 12:36am pst

Lovely pictures, especially the ones that show off your ink, but I keep coming back to your default - that dirty foot is sooo sexy!

hrtofthematter
09/28/09 09:03am pst

 LOVE the vanity.

and i wish i could pull off that pretty lipstick! you wear it well miss.

Annaliese @ 09/28/09 09:41am pst

you can! 

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hrtofthematter @ 09/28/09 10:33am pst

 i've always felt i look like a clown in lipstick. its probably all in my head.

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Annaliese @ 09/28/09 11:58am pst

it is. you have to wear it a couple of times and get used to seeing yourself in it.

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hrtofthematter @ 09/28/09 12:57pm pst

 i may try this. i want a pretty pink color.

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Ellie
09/28/09 09:26am pst

those are some mighty fine eyebrows ma'am, mighty fine

Annaliese @ 09/28/09 09:42am pst

everything about you is mighty fine.

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Darlene
09/28/09 07:05pm pst

 <3

Alexandra
09/29/09 02:02am pst

youre fly.

<3

Annaliese @ 09/29/09 02:25am pst

you are in my top three.

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GuardianAngel
09/29/09 08:45pm pst

I love you.

shotgun77cure @ 10/01/09 01:26am pst

i second ur a goddess!!!!!!!!!!

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Lux
10/01/09 01:08am pst

 i fucking love that shirt.

Josepha
10/04/09 04:38am pst

I really do love the style of your new girly piece of furniture :) I used to have one as well but not in art deco more in 70ies plastic style... right now I can't find a place to put it... the room I was going to make my huge dressing room is now going to be the baby room so I need to come up with something different. 

I also do like your flower dress... I like the touch of vintage coing from the flower prints ;)

<3<3<3

Angela
10/05/09 02:57pm pst

annaliese you are so fine. also ARE WE RELATED you look like my mom and aunt when they were younger.

Annaliese @ 10/18/09 04:33am pst

if they are chinese then it is possible! 

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Angela @ 10/18/09 07:59am pst

nope, they're ~latina~

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AstorNYC
10/17/09 03:16pm pst

The pictures of you lying around in bed are great.  I also like your toned-down make-up look.

I'm more than happy to give you a very long massage should you ever find yourself in NYC.

 

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