Violet

hey out there

so i havent written in forever again.

im so bad at keeping these things up.

were fianally getting some sunlight here in portland oregon. i still love it here.

recent i quit my corporate bullshit job ...i made a bunch of money but i just hated it and i hated being at work allll thedamntime.

so i went back to being a full time dancer and i finished school fianally. i love it although i am tired of being sore all the time. ive lost all that chubby fat i had in my corners and i feel pretty good. i have 1.5 million trips planned for this year and so far ive already been to la and phoenix. im hitting up south by southwest and burning man again and i think im probably going to new york sometime around the begining of the summer.

men and me just dont seem to work anymore, who knows why. it doenst make any sense and ive come to the conclusion that at 26 years old im just not meant to have a partner. oh well, more money and time for me!

well its late here in ole portland oregon, im going to bed. nice to see you out there in internet land.

i have not been here for a while.

lemme see, ive totally not been modeling atall lately, ive been working on makeup work and school lately. i would love to put up another set on here,maby i will whip one up.

i love where i live in portland although im still a little smooshy on the social circut. im workin on it though. ive been keeping so busy with dance,work,makeup,school and trying to maintain a clean house and social life. its so fun buti never get to relax :( thats okay though.

all i want to do is travel,i quit my job as a flight attendant over a year ago and i really miss it,but i dont miss being that broke atall.

im thinking of using my licence to go work under a plastic surgeon so i can make better money than the average bear.

im actually single for the first time in years,it feels pretty weird waking up next to my cat every day, but at least she doesnt give me greif every day off the week. and i have so much more time to work on other things, which is really nice. the no constant bootay really throws me off though, thats a adjustment in itself. fortunatly most men understand the fact they really dont have to call me right now...no really.

well im going to go check out the fourms. and then sleep...and wake up next to my cat.