Veronica's journals

hi fuckers. i got a new tattoo.

obviously, the one on the left is mine.
but the one on the right is my little buddy nick baxter's who so generously let me tattoo a little but of the shading. haha, so fuunnnnnyyyyy. the first thing i did was directly fuck up and then get shit all over my favorite shirt.
it was fun, so it was worth it. what was even more funny, was that i was having so much fun i didnt want to give him back the machine. HAHAH! AMAZING !!
now i have another bro tattoo with him. mine being cute and pretty and his being obscene.
mine is supposed to symbolize a tooth fairy i never had. mostly because my dad is awesome and cool and most forgetful and would always forget that i reminded him that i put my tooth under my pillow, and the next day feel real bad and just hand me five bucks.

i am obsessed with teeth. not even in the opposite sex or anything. not even nice teeth. preferrably not even in your mouth but instead pulled out. and i like teeth of all species.

i've been feeling kinda bummed lately. like nothing has been going my way. even if what i'm supposed to do, i live up to and exceed it, just to make sure it happens. i feel bummed and i miss my friends that live far away. makes me want to move far away.

i've been also feeling kinda underappreciated by some lately, and even unnoticed at times. kinda sux. especially when you do all you can for some, and everything you can to make them happy.

but thanks so fucking much to my homies that do notice and do care and do make me feel like a million bucks on a day to day basis. you rule my life. literally.

on the upside, i am going to richmond at the end of august to party at eric's parents beach house and it is gonna fucking rule. eric is in the band strike anywhere that i interviewed and if you haven't read it you should do so now.

lalove.

so did everyone like my new interview? hope so! they rule!

so something super unexpected happened and i dont know what to do. grrrr.

im sorry but it fucking sucks now. im so glad its over for me. honestly, i am. i only go to say hi to a bunch of fuckers that i call my friends that i cant see all the time. fuck ever working for warped ever again, fuck that heat, fuck the system, fuck half an hour sets, fuck the heat, fuck the heat FUCK THE HEAT! on the plus side we got some awesome interviews from some bands on the tour. sick bro, sick.

so i am delirious and my stinky friend richard is coming over with his posse to sleep on my dirty carpet cause they are on tour. yesssss.

later fools.

so today is the day, folks! if you feel like giving what i say a shot, go support a good friend of mine, as well as a site member, and purchase your very own copy of DEAD TO ME-Cuban Ballerina. Just came out today. You should be stoked. Please, please, please do it for me and mostly for YOURSELF! if you were a one man army fan, stay on that wagon and steer it towards whats left of the band with what they are producing now.. which is this band! jack's voice rulllleeeeessssss. so does chicken's!

anyway, don't tell him, but i'm totally going to go buy like five copies just to be little v, even though i don't have to. i love them and i love their music and it makes me soooo happy. so see what my happiness is all about, kids.

im going to connecticut in a few weeks. for five days. to hang out.  crrrrrrrazy. suppppperrrrr crrrrazy and super rad and super spontaneous and super into it but super skeptical as well. no clue what to expect. WOW. all i know is that a friend of my friend owns a really classy resteraunt and offered to make us a totally vegan one of a kind just for us meal one of the nights. oh, and we are also going to go see lady in the water. and get tooth tattoos. i don't know if i told you guys, but i am obsessed with teeth. not in a physical attraction way, even, but just art, and drawing, and weirdness of them. i seriously love them, almost as much as necromance. that store fucking owns, dude. i saw a human skull and ribs for sale there. dont know how i feel about that. in shock and awe and amazement and guilt and emptiness about it. what determines the price of a human's bones?
nonetheless it is a great store.

also if you are in the southern california area you should roll on out to one of the NEW MEXICAN DISASTER SQUAD shows and hang out with me and make fun of my new super cute friend richard. yay!

keep on rockin in the free world bruthas! xo

got this shit yesterday. checking out cause i told my homie i would. its actually pretty fucking good.
um, it is too fucking hot out. FYI.
i have succombed myself into a womb in the back lounge and turned myself  into an icecube. i got some video shoot so im taking off tomorrow and just coming back for the LA shows.
against me! has some insane new merch this year. WOW so cute.

my head hurts from staring at this screen literally since the moment i woke up.
i have been working super hard today, not just for myself, but for my friends, and for you guys on expanding the content of this site. i am backed up several band interviews and tattoo artist interviews as far as transcribing them, and i still need to pack for warped tour. luckily the bus has satellite wireless, not to mention MAD A/C, which i cannot wait to bask in.
you know, it makes me kinda sad that i don't get tons-o-comments on my journals and such..not because i am vain or dont appreciate those who do comment.. but i ask everyone to read my interviews and comment with me on feedback in these journals and only a few people do. =(
i appreciate even looking at them, or you all even being remotely interested in any of us and our site. i will never forget that YOU GUYS are the ones that keep us here, and even if i get no feedback, there will never be animosity or spite towards y'all.
but i do this stuff for myself, and FOR YOU. im trying to keep the site interesting and fun and i want to know if i am doing a good job of it for YOUR sake. cause i will do whatever you guys want me to as i am here for YOU and nobody else. WELL AND MYSELF, aduh!

anyway.. the upcoming interview soon to be posted is UBER IMPORTANT TO ME. it is a very good friend of mine's band, and he is a SUPER SUPPORTIVE member on here to each and every one of you ladies. he is fucking rad, and worth every minute you give him. i'm so fucknig happy and feel very priveledged to have them on our site. unfortunately, nobody realizes that it is super hard, even if someone is your good friend, to get people to agree to interview for a site of this nature because some people can misconstrue it as bad press, or supporting an industry they aren't interested in. In that case, i can't be angry with my friends for not doing it. just a little bit sad. but i totally understand. its hard. and its hard to build legit content so that larger names/bands will agree to do it based on that entriely. im especially stoked and honored when my first choice band(s) and artist(s) agree to grace me with their personal presence on our interview page. so please, be supportive guys and check out those who give us their time and effort with this stuff!

my eyes are crossing. im super excited to see what you all think. love you guys.

xoxox

i am always nothing short of excited to see ANYBODY's new sets go up. they make me so happy. this is something we have waited for, for so long. ALL of us.. the staff, the members, the superfans, and the girls. You have all waited long as you have waited to see your favorite chiquita naked, and i'm sure much anticipation and excitement built inside you. but take a step back, and look from out side. imagine how WE feel. fucking nutso crazy. we see but a few samples.. the same ones everyone sees on myspace, etc, and it is super crazy fun to have to see the set as a whole.
all of my ladies are PERFECT. in every way. and remember girlies.. we are our own worst critics, and while you might notice stupid insignificant flaws on yourselves(i find shitloads of em on myself!!! like woah!!), i know that no matter what i can't see them on you because i look past anything so pathetically superficial and see how much fucking fun, truth, intelligence, individuality, uniqueness, and real self you all expose.
this makes me happy. so fucking happy. so fucking happy to even be up next to such fucking rad, insanely beautiful girls. but most of the happiness comes from being given the chance to get to know you. i am so lucky. i have met some of the best, lifelong friends ever on here, and you have touched my heart more than you will ever know. which makes you all FLAWLESS. how can i even compare?
but seriously guys.. think about how fucking vulnerable we make ourselves to criticism, compliments, and eveything in between. i knew that getting into this, of course. i knew god damn well i wasn't perfect. but i also knew for a 100% fact that the only way i could ever be pleased with my results from all of this was to be anything but fake, and just be me, have fun with it, and try to let the pictures capture everything i am that's real. i can't say that i, personally, have had anything less than an overall joyously positive experience with this website... no matter what you see. and in return i hope you all enjoy me being me. because i know that i get personal gratification from seeing you being you, and your nice ass titties along with it!! i know this all sounds soooooo fucking cheesy in response to a porn site, but its more than that. its an experience. thank you for giving it to me, guys. xoxo.

are going to "on the cocks" i mean "rox" right now. im fucking tired, im not gonna lie. and i miss my san franciscan frumperton. haha!!

anyway, get stoked cause i have tons of interviews backed up and ready to transcribe for more enjoyment for you folks! and the next band in particular is very special to me.

anyway guys.. im dedicating a wall of mine to homemade art of all kinds. it includes my nephews, my own, legit artists, and random scribbles. if you are down  to make me something you should holler and i would be most appreciative. ill give you my P.O. box so you can send me shit!!! that would rule!!! i'll make yousomething in return... xoxo.

<3 the v is little.

so, in case you never check out the articles section.. there is some stuff i write/do in there! it would make me super happy if you would take a few minutes out of your naked lurking to check it out and give me some feedback! =)

i interviewed strike anywhere, as well as Gunnar in the tattoo artist section. yay!
many more to come..

xo.