Tomi's journals

Don't tell your man what he don't do right
Nor tell him all the things that make you cry
But check yourself for your own shit
And don't be making out like it's all his

Take a look around the world
You see such bad things happening
There are many good men
Ask yourself is he one of them

The deadliest of sin is pride
Make you feel like you're always right
But they're always two sides
It takes two to make love, two to make a life

Take a look around the world
You see such mad things happening
There are few good men
Thank your lucky star that he's one of them

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCIkj72Wi5M

 

far far far away. BAH

Is okay Gabrielle I, too am going crazy. We can ride the crazy train together...And listen to massive attack? hahaah

July 1, 2006
Teen steals corpse's head to make bong



An 18-year-old from Vermont has been sentenced to prison for breaking into a tomb and cutting off the head of a corpse. Nickolas Buckalew, was convicted of intentionally removing or injuring a tombstone and intentionally disinterring and carrying away the remains of a human body. He faces between one and seven years in prison.

In April of 2005, Buckalew broke into a tomb, cut the head off a corpse and stole the eyeglasses and bow tie from the dead man. After wrapping the head in plastic bags, he carried it home. Buckalew told friends he planned to dry the head and then bleach it. His ultimate plan was to turn the dead man’s skull into a bong – a pipe usually used to smoke marijuana.



Police found the head while executing a search warrant at Buckalew’s home. They also found the necktie, a hacksaw, crowbar, garden trowel and two small parts of the damaged casket.



After the incident, the victim's widow, was told of the vandalism. "The widow was in shock," the local chief of police said. "She did not want any information. She did not want to know any details."



Buckalew addressed the court after his sentencing, saying, "It was a horrendous thing that I did -- what I did was appalling. I didn't think of the victim."



He went on to say he wants to get help for his mental problems.


Wow. HAHHAHAH

So, I'm cleaning my room being a happy little camper sorting my shit out and I am putting my bed together and making everything all pretty before Aaron comes which could be in a month or so but I like doing things early for some reason.

Anyways. I put the bed together I washed my blanket and I put it on top and brush all the little lines out, everything.

And I'm picking up my clothes I look down,

and there's a HUGE ASS SPIDER

It jumps back like OH SHIT!

I jump back like OH SHIT!

so I run and grab the bug killing stuff and I spray it.

I spray it about enough to kill a human being and it sits there...stunned.

I was so pissed that it was on my bed I tried to kill the shit out of it...

I

wanted

to

kill it

so much

the

shit

would come

out of it.

Then, all of a sudden the fucking SUPER SPIDER runs around my bed like a fucking mad man, and I don't know what to do... it goes under my newly made bed sheet so I grab my lil umbrella and proceed to poke around until it comes running out in a panic in its super spider frenzy staring at me.

So, I allow it to crawl on my bed with intentions of trying to KILL THE SHIT out of this spider

And then add it to my collection..I mean it's the BIGGEST I would have...Id prolly have to break its legs to get it in the vile...I mean don't get me wrong I love spiders...When they're dead...when they're not moving and trying to kill me. haha.

So I spray it AGAIN and it tries running so, at this point, I was INFURIATED so I sat there and sprayed it for about an entire minute it probably got frozen from the pressure in the can before it died from the spray I was so fucking pissed I picked that little motherfucker up and threw it in the god damn toilet to drown in a horrible shit river.

My blanket is now washing..Again.

My room smells like bug nuke.

And I'm not in the greatest mood anymore.

You ruined my day, You bastard-immortal-spider-piece of shit.

I will avenge my bedding...

I asked myself was I content
with the world that I once cherished
did it bring me to this darkened place
to contemplate my perfect future?
I will not stand nor utter words against this tide of hate
losing sight of what and who I was again

I'm so sorry if these seething words I say
impress on you that I've become anathema of my soul

I can't say that you're losing me
I always tried to keep myself tied to this world
but I know where this is leading
please
no tears
no sympathy

I can't say that you're losing me
but I must be that which I am
though I know where this could take me
no tears
no sympathy

gracefully, respectfully
facing conflict deep inside myself
but here confined losing control
of what I could not change

gracefully, respectfully
I ask you please don't worry, not for me
don't turn your back
don't turn away

Im in miss :(

Have a great Thanksgiving Everyone... Don't eat to much turkey!

I wish there was a game where you could disappear for a few days into a robots body or some sort of virtual world where it's a mix of orgy's video "Fiction" and Bjork's "All is full of love" b/c I would LOVE that....fuckinghotassrobots...JESUS. I have a machine...problem...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzm1DY3hJL8   

Potishead - Humming.

Everytime it rains,

It rains,

Pennies from heaven. ^.^

I'm in teh love.

Tomorrow is going to be exciting...First head of dreads....now I know b/c of my aunt's heavy hand even extensions are painful I know these are going to hurt like hell...it will be nice I suppose though...we'll see if I can pull those off...if not fuck it I like em. I'm getting them at 11 b/c the girl who is goign to do them said I should get used to them, she's also going to show me how to seal them properly ^.^ I'll have fun.