Tomi's journals

I want to be a grandma
Sitting on my porch with tea that s way to sweet
Listening to Billie Holliday...
:(

I
Feed
The
Keyboards
At
My
Job
Staples
In hopes of favoritism.

I got my septum done.. and it feels foreign still..Im so boring tonight BETTER POST TMW

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I miss Abi. I need to recruit SO IM NOT SO BORED HERE

We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
A desire I'd first tried to hide,
That tingling inside was gone
And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day

When you love someone
But the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

He said he'd take me away
That we'd work things out
And I didn't want to tell him
But it was then I had to say
Over the times we've shared
It's all blackened out
And my bat lightning heart
Wants to fly away

When you love someone
But the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

What's a girl to do?

You know what I miss?

Shooting...Like a bunch I know I only shot once and it isn't even up yet but I miss it SO much I want to like shoot all the freaking time... Now that I DID shoot and I'm way more comfortable...I'm up for raping some ladies next time. Especially stilleto...But I'M sure that wouldn't happen beccause she's uber tall

I think it would be tons of fun to get all crazy next time w00t....I miss it.

Why don't any of you live closer...

Won't YOU take me to funky town??

SF TOMORROW I'm super excited.... We went there like three weeks ago...Always fun.. Hmmmmm anyone live in SF? :)
I was wondering how do you go about getting into fetish modeling :)
I'm extremely interested in it!
Also I need to go to Japan haha to go shopping and whatnot..
My cousins band is touring there so
I'm going to ask if I can mosey on up there as well.. I'm sure it wont be a problem and it would be the happiest day of my freaking life.
I love my apartment but I'm considering saving up and going to LA or even far far away like Japan....we'll see where life takes me.
"IM NOT WASHING MY CAR TODAY MOM not...TODAY!"
"No no Tomi let me help you wash it it's so dirty..."
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ::runs out door:: NOOOOOOOOOOOO"
::Neighbors pause and stare::

Mrow I know my parents love it when I make scene's

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"Moral of the story, don't be afraid to try new things. Don't get stuck in a time warp. Follow a new path. Bored with your day? Change something about it. Change is good. Do something different today. You never know it might lead to somewhere fantastic!"
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Uh I cut and layered my hair myself and I'm happy I'm dying it today yayyyyy fuckin well....

ummmmmm here




Yeah pennies....bad idea.
HA MY sense of humor is back and I'm getting a computer soon !! ^.^! So you'll def be seeing more of my ridiculous shit...online.
So the other night yeah I danced around my apartment in my undies by my lonesome and I fuckin love being home alone oh my god. Well I always am but I love it now... So if anyone lives close by come over in your undies we'll dance get drunk then fall asleep wherever we lay our heads or just dance drunkenly some more...Even though that totally contradicts my first point about loving to be home alone..

Yeah so IP relay is my home away from home and its ridiculous. Plus I think I may sneak a kitten into my apartment Im in love with it... Its a white and gray siamese looking kitty with blue eyes and I'm a sucker for blue eyes.. even with animals.

New tattoo's soon I'M ESSITED placement is what I'm worried about though.......where to ? hmmm

P.s. I just updated my fire fox...<3333333 Its so neat.

I have a huge crush on this guys face... Teh singer... Oh boy hahaha for all I know he sucks personality wise. Oh well admiring him the other night was nice but I probably have no chance.. hahah
check them out add them whatever...

http://www.myspace.com/andallwaslost

Boo, why arent my sets up?
I cant wait to get my skrilla though so I can fuckin buy a computer to get on this shit when im actually at MY place ....feh. The word skrilla makes me laugh as does the Abbreivated form of abbrevation... abbr. hahahah :)
Oh wells. I am tired as shit.. I need to go to bed GOODNIGHTTTTTTT

Well, Haha this month has been extremely uppidy.. haha So yes I have a HUGE FUCKING CRUSH and it seems like there hope for me yet! But you know any takers ?  hahaha I just want someone to not waste my damn time and yes Im using my GG's blog to hit on unknown men but you never know, right?

So yes. Im at work at 1 in the damn morning checking my mail file and peeing, I was driving that way anyways... So there's this big BIG guy that had been putting his arm around me and all that jazz I never thought anything of it and then I walked back out to my car unsuccessfully discovering anything in my mail file so it was a pointless stop, which is kind of the funny side... I gues.. So I wak to my car this guy follwing the hell out of me , it was unnerving yes.. This guy blocks my fucking door and asks for a hug i oblige because hopefully he'll get his "hug fix" or something rather and he wouldnt let go so I started kind of freaking out and pushing him away and he wouldnt let go still so I lowered my voice to show him I was serious but I mean Im so little I couldnt scare a small animal eventually he did and moved out of the way of my car

I bent over to move my phone (or some stupid object that materialized in my pocket somehow and then escaped >.< ) And this fool grabs my hips with both hands and I snapped back like what the fuck "That 's inappropriate work touching" He responds "I'll show you inappropriate work touching" then proceeded to touch my fucking chet with his finger claiming to touch my tattoo... What the fuck?!

Seriously now...
What
The
Fuck...If he was attractive ...whole other story..
Then today some guy stared at me for days walking into work and coming out coincidentally he was in the same place everytime! And I took my breaks un scheduled and randomly and I ran into him everytime then he started his truck to leave staring at me walked past my car and left the truck running standing by it for days and eventually walked partially to my car then turned around and left... But he was hot...so that was okay...

I didn't know I intimidated boys... I feel godlike.


And now this,

Yeah okay im going to have to spell check this shit liwkw crazy I jsut feell ohn the floor i drank a few glasses of wine with a fucking red vine as a straw and now my typing skills su whent he fuck fid they start making these keys so small1?
yes anyways i love you all and goodnigth finally i can sleep bc im drunk hahaha well
i love you all and goooooooooooodnight and im not goignt o type that shit upu thwere about topic and music bc frankly im to drunk and im ready for bed so yeah uhh im happy and stuff ,.... i ll tell you more late tr when my typing skilsl have recoevered from this fuck spell check dude fuck that shit i think it has nmore personality reight ? if i dont and i dont want o bc im fucking tired hahaha good god im not goign to laugh at this tomrorow

come back i missssssss you <3