Tiana's journals

its prolly my new favorite thing to do ever...lay in the sun...im a tanorexic for suuur3!!! what am i going to do wihtout summer....i really dont know be depressed n hate life and end up giving in to the temptation of faaaake tanning and go lay in a bed for a fractionm of the time and be orange...ugh

welp dinner time!!!


ps..i got a nother new tattoodle!!

i am flying down to San Diego this sunday and i will be there till next sat!!!! a hwole week!! eeee im alm sooo ecited girlies and friends alike hit me uppp lets haaaaannng! i cant waiittt to get out of nor cal fora  bit! eeee the weather mmmm

 

 

love love love loveeee

 

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oh san francisco....today you proved to be a great place for me...mabye for the next week you will prove to be a great place for me to spend my time...oh and well...i really neeeeeed a job bad! could u help me find one of those too...thx

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thats all for now...

the jaquizi (spelling is great isnt it) was amazing tonight...so was the ball park today to play catch with the roomies...! tomorrow i will excersize heavily...well as much as possible...runnin laps sit ups playin catch walkin up the crazy city hill sidewalks...

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ps dottie and i had a sleep over the othernight!!!!! sooo much fun! i absolutly adore that girl! and she is even more stunning in person!!! a delightful woman! 


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short of amazing! i love allmy friends... i lkove my mother!!! i love my borther his son his babies mama my cousins my ex botyfriends all his friends and all my girls i lov ehtem tooo fuhh show!!!

cant wait to go back to sf tomorrow ive been gone a whole week! i needa get on the ball with finding a new jpb asapppppp!!

wish me well!

kisses all

ps a new girl and i have some 2 girls sets in the works yeeee mwahhh

the best cesar salad everrrrr! omg pizza my heart seriously makes th ebest pre-packaged salads and the cesar one happens to be my fave....omg perfect serving amaaaazing dressing fresh romain really rich parmasan cheese great chicken and omg hte crutons omggg! not only do they make the best salad....they make the be3st ranch too...and such greattt pizza....im so satisfied...

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omg i get to go see the giants on sat! AND TIM LINCECUM IS PITCHING! omg i dont even know what to do...i think im going to ask him out on a date...ilmk straight in love with him i dunno what to do...im so nervous!!! im getting my naisl done tonight black and orange and white (giants colors) and on my ring fingers im getting the sf symbol and his number 55 omgggggg he better love me as much as i love him...any one have any suggestions that maie me less creepy in what i should say to him on our first meeting ha...i need to sumhow give him my number show him my nails tell him i hav ea huge crush on him and tell him that we should hang out sumtime when he isnt busy u know being the best pitcher in baseball ever to come! let me knowww!

<3 Tee

i moved back to san francisco....i love it...i love the weather....i love the city and everything in it...and around it....im getting a job and well life is ok for now....cept the fact that last week i lost a very dear and old friend of mine....i really dont know what happened and im too scared to call and find out...but my mum was reading the news paper and came across her obituary and well...shes gone...it hurts....the world has taken 3 very young and great people that ive have known for more then half of my life, in the last year and its getting all too real..it hits so close to home everytime and each time its a huge loss for so many and its so scary....i was never scared of death...infact i tried to take my own life more times then i can count up untill march 17 of 2007 i had never known the true meaning of what it is to be loved...by myself by my friends and by my family....i wouldnt give them up for anything in fact since my last attempt i have faught harder to survive then most people i know and im blessed to have the love that i do....hold your loved ones dear...and allways tell them when you love them and make every min a happy min because life is way too short to waist one second frowning or being depressed for reasons unknown to u or anyone else......if what your doing isnt making you happy....then u have to change what ur doing...because happiness and love are all that truley get one through....im a firm believer in freedom beauty truth and love...all the ingredients to a satisfying smile or laugh and all it takes to make the time pass without worry...have fun love with all your soul and might and dont waist timeon the little things....dont waist ur time...be who u are and you will be loved....always love yourself first and foremost.....

smile for me smile for you smile for everyone.....they are contagious in the most amazingly touching way...

love MissTee

gypsy that i am i will need a new place to live for a week or two just untill i can move to treasure island with an old friend and new musical talent to colaborate with of mine in the beginning of next month...so from the 24th (next tuesday) till the 2nd of july...im in need of a couch or a space on ur floor for my small airmatress...someone anyone let me know if u have a lil room for me for a week and ahalf or so...kisses love you all mwahh! help meee kisses n hugs thanks for reading!!!

so i moved into the cutest friggggggin condo with a friend of a friend he owns it and omg its sooo too cute! i love life for now....im short 100 bucks anyone care to help me out? id appreciate it greatly....

i had the most amaaazing weekend in sf this past weekend...too much fun i really miss that place and i think i will be moving back in a month or so...i dunno tho cause this new placea nd set up i got goin on is tooo amazing but its in sj and there is only so much i can do here and only so much i can handle haha...pool gym tho great area wonderful roomie affordable rent...

lifes wonderful...n e one wanna come swimming just holler at me the pools too pimp!!

im happy for now...nails are done tan is in progress loosing weight and eating right sent in a couple new sets to godsgirls we shall see if they are up to par...

the thought of being skinnyyyyyy again... i need to loose 30 lbs in the next 2 months or im doomed and i think ill just let myself go and never be comfortable naked again...how do all of you stay so thin eating all that terrible food u eat or what excercise do u suggest i try and i just need toning up and the right di3et i already only eat chicken and veggies all day and i dont drink too much and i dont over eat i just was doing all of those things and eating everything in site and that what got me here but it doenst seem to want to leave blehhhhhhhhhh someone anyone i need some advice i have the right mind set i at least want to help my self so yeah...just wanted to hear it from real people how u all stay so thin...?????????? and sexy i might add ha

can someone please tell me what all the fuss is about with all this plastic wrap fever goin around...the last 4 sets that have went live are all diferent girls and all wrapped in plastic....wasnt one enough ha? i honestly am gunna have to say i wouldnt be down for the wrapping of my bod in such sufficating materials...i think id have a heart attack....my hearts beating more rapidly just thinking about it...eeekkk i dunno how u girls did it but cool beans....<3 mwah

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