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i do not like not being able to take naked pictures of myself! i have no damn camera...and i just want to publically appologise to each and everyone of you for not publishing or sending in any sets this year i have been going through it ....and i dont mean this is any sort of moderate sense of the term....i could break it down in detail but thatd just be leaking a huge chunk of the book about my life and its no where near finnnished so here lemme just give you the gist....um....well my life pretty much has been revolving around all the people around me....i dont think that for one day this year thufar accept mabye tomorrow that i have thought about what i want...and how i should get it...and going out and getting mines....i went to jail did some really bad things to get there and all before going i wasnt into being such a good girl...and lets just say my judgement was pure clouded by a cocktail of false mood replacements....i really fucked up a lot....and im really happy to be able to sit here on ym lap top and freely type to all those of you who are reading this! gunna jump real quick cause this is important!!... i think that godsgirls is a huge part of my life in so many ways! it started a path in my life i wouldnt have ever gone down and brought out a part of me i knew was inside and i just never knew how to let it out! im so thankful for the opportunity to be a part of sucha beautiful and caring and rad fucking family...internet or not ur all still like a family to me! and i wouldnt give you up for anything....so this is my pledge to you all...that i will try harder and actually produce sets and send them in weather they are published or not is as you know deff not up to me...so i will give the goodies the only way i know how...from the jar and you guys will prolly trip at how different i look then my first sets back in 06...so much has changed...i have changed inside and out...so much! its awesome to look back and think about everything ive been through and how i have made it this far and imhealthy and alive and well...and so lucky and it makes my heart warm to know theres people out there that even care to know what i feel about things... anyways im happy to be alive and i just want you all to know how sorry i am for being so absent these last 6 or 7 months...ive really delt with a lot and im back babies and i have some cute tan lines to show off hehe...keep ur eyes pealed! ill be getting naked before you can say take it offf!!!
till next time...<3
<3misstress
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Martini07
this is the most insightful journal that makes you think. I had one of these talks with my aunt last night
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I actually sat and read that all the way through. Amazing journal entry. I get where you're coming from. Sometimes we have to look out for ourselves. We can still care about those around us but there are times when we have to make ourselves the number one priority. It doesn't make you selfish at all, caring for ourselves allows us the ability to continue to care for others.
I just went back and looked at your past sets. I'd totally shoot you (with a camera). You're absolutely beautiful and your sets all have a very fun feel to them.
Sweet dreams.