i moved back to san francisco....i love it...i love the weather....i love the city and everything in it...and around it....im getting a job and well life is ok for now....cept the fact that last week i lost a very dear and old friend of mine....i really dont know what happened and im too scared to call and find out...but my mum was reading the news paper and came across her obituary and well...shes gone...it hurts....the world has taken 3 very young and great people that ive have known for more then half of my life, in the last year and its getting all too real..it hits so close to home everytime and each time its a huge loss for so many and its so scary....i was never scared of death...infact i tried to take my own life more times then i can count up untill march 17 of 2007 i had never known the true meaning of what it is to be loved...by myself by my friends and by my family....i wouldnt give them up for anything in fact since my last attempt i have faught harder to survive then most people i know and im blessed to have the love that i do....hold your loved ones dear...and allways tell them when you love them and make every min a happy min because life is way too short to waist one second frowning or being depressed for reasons unknown to u or anyone else......if what your doing isnt making you happy....then u have to change what ur doing...because happiness and love are all that truley get one through....im a firm believer in freedom beauty truth and love...all the ingredients to a satisfying smile or laugh and all it takes to make the time pass without worry...have fun love with all your soul and might and dont waist timeon the little things....dont waist ur time...be who u are and you will be loved....always love yourself first and foremost.....

smile for me smile for you smile for everyone.....they are contagious in the most amazingly touching way...

love MissTee