Where I drown in my own self pity for being stupid enough to trust someone who swore if I have them a change they wouldn’t let me down.
I guess it karma for me doing that to someone else, well I didn’t really mean to things happen,
I told him how I was and most people know that I’m spoilt brat always have been always will be I’m not nasty I’m blunt and I help a lot of people I don’t see many people giving up there Christmas to help homeless people I don’t think many people my age would even bother thinking about it
I just hate the feeling you get when you know you’ve been fooled again is like being crushed your mouth is all dry and your hearts all heavy and you feel numb.
I’m going to drink a bottle of wine and listen to some shit music and watch a shit film.
I miss charlotte