Tahlia's journals

i am trying to organize my finances. and get everything on back on track and try and turn my life around cause im not really happy with it and only i can really change that. Once i have paid mums insurance for crashing her car i will be back on the look out for my own car. i am thinking a holden barina. i think they are really cute and would be a great first car.

i went and finally got my eyebrows waxed today. and i also got an hour massage. which actually hurt. i threw everything out from accident and my shoulders are rock hard from work. i think i need to get one like every two weeks or so cause they are really bad.

i also bought the napoleon perdis 3 step skin care range. i love the brand and am looking into doing a beauty course through them i think it would be great. I also really need to get into more modelling. i think it is something i would really enjoy doing for full time. as well as learning the makeup artist tricks of the trade. i have so many life goals and they all revolve around the beauty industry. so i think i should get on it ! So if you have any info feel free to msg me with it !

i am also trying to cut back on certain things. i already wear minimal makeup but i want to go even more minimal. which is why i am buying better skin care. so hopefully it all goes well and im not wasting my money on it. I want to look like Michelle Pfiffer (dont know how to spell it) when i am her age haha.

i am also in a very big sex and the city craze. i cant stop watching it ! whenever i am at home that is all i am watching.

i am currently looking for a handbag. but i cannot find any i like. so if you have any ideas or website with the bags that you love. please send them to me ! thanks ! haha.

 

when something good will happen to me. i hit my foot today at work and know i have a huge bruise and a lump. give me a fucking break ! seriously ! if i am MIA for the next few weeks its because i am dead from some kind of freak accident. that wasnt my fault it just happened. GAHHHHH

yeh i got more ink done on my arm on saturday and on sunday i crashed the car. whiplash. headaches. my new ink got burnt all up my arm from the exploding airbag. i rode off my mums car. i have to pay $1600 for insurance excess and unregistered driver. and $250 for a hire car for mum. i am ok. still a little shaken by the whole thing. and not too keen to drive again but i know i have to get back in the car.

i sorted everything out with my boyfriend as well. i just explained why i thought that i had to break up with him and everything and everything is all good at least that is one good thing.

but i am in extreme pain from my arm and it nearly makes me cry everytime i move it in different angles. and it takes alot for me to cry from pain.

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i just learnt today that i am earning the same if not more than my dad. that is fucked up and you know why? because i work in a coffee shop and he is an ambulance officer... like what the fuck. he is saving peoples lives. and i am earning more than an ambo that is just fucked up in my opinon. what would we do without them? they should be getting 3 times more than what they are !

i just want to be me. free to do what i want when i want. have someone to go home to. i want things to go my way. i want to be happy. i want things to work out and i want more great things to happen in my life. i want some decisions to be made for me so i dont have to do them.

this is a dress i ordered from america i cannot wait until i get it !

this week hasn't been too exciting.

i was at a cafe where this girl was talking to herself. she sat right near me and wouldn't shut up. so frustrating. i couldn't say anything cause she wasn't all there. but it was still annoying !

i really cant even remember what has been happening this week. my mind is a complete blank at the moment.
but i have found people on myspace who seem to love my chantilly lace so much that they have copied it. not really too happy about that. but nothing i can do about it.

 

nothing exciting to write about this week. but i will give you a preveiw to 3 sets that i am sending in.

my sex and the city outfit haha

my secretary outfit

french teacher outfit hahaha

Not much has been happening this week. I figured I should just write weekly journals. Unless something really exciting happens during the week.

Well I have mainly been working. Like usual I have to put up with stupid customers who think they know everything and just want to complain for the sake of it. One person ordered a latte. That was it they didn’t say anything else. (my boss took the order). Then when I called it out she asked if it was “warm only” and I said “no it didn’t come through as warm only, would you like me to make it again?” then she goes “no I will just wait an hour for it to cool down”. I just started at her and said “ok then”. I mean I fucking offered to make it again. Why complain about something if you don’t want me to fix it? Especially when I offered straight away. What an idiot. Plus it’s not that hot anyway.

I bought a beret today. Don’t you love it when you get to the register to pay for it and find out that it is on special. I think they are the best type of specials. The ones that surprise you at the end ha-ha. Well anyway this is it...

I am watching my favourite anime again which my boyfriend got me onto. It’s pretty much the only one I have seen. But I am in love with it. He bought another series that I am yet to watch. But I just don’t think any will compare to me ha-ha but I will give it a try.

I also went to kind of an up-beat I guess hippy type cafe this week. It had the best atmosphere. Everyone was so friendly. Even all the customers seemed really nice. Now in the cafe I work at you walk in and go to the register and say your order. So that is pretty much what I am used to. But there I walked in and I felt so awkward because they didn’t have a menu board or anything so I asked for one and he was like “how about you take a seat and ill come to you”. It sounds small but it was just strange because I’m not used to it. Then I sat there and was watching people and they all just walked in and sat straight down. But I think they just must of been there before and knew the drill and wasn’t a cafe virgin like me.
The boy is still in the Philippines which sucks majorly. And missing him dearly. And I don’t know if he is keeping tabs on me and reading this but if you are. I really think you should come home because I really really miss you and I have no one to bitch to about all the idiots I have I to put up with .

My favourite local band is finally playing another gig. They haven’t played for like almost a year it seems. I think because the drummer had an injury and then one of their guitarists left. But they finally have a show coming up. Check them out on MySpace “Cigars for the man” amazing band. Maybe everyone should get on a plane and come and see them ha-ha. But I am really excited to go!

I was in the show “Australia’s next top model” and the girl that I wanted to win (demelza) she won so happy. The other final girl (Alex) was the ugliest thing you would ever see and should have been shot ha-ha. (yeh that’s right carli I don’t care what you think she should be fashion roadkill) ha-ha. But yeah in the end the better (and prettiest and all round fabulous girl won) ha-ha. I cant wait to see her napoleon perdis ad. i think it will look amazing.

i got more of my arm coloured today looks amazing i will post a picture next week when i get one. Time flew past while getting it done. started just after 10:30 and before we knew it it was like 3pm.

well i have nothing else to write :-)

Well i hardly ever have time to get on here to write. My mum has discovered facebook and she is always on the internet now.
So ill sum up on what’s been happening...

Work:
Has been pretty busy for me. Seeing how my boss hasn’t been rostering enough staff on during the middle of the day. So Thursday is the longest day for me and the most exhausting. I think i have cause damage to my back from my fall last week. I spent the weekend in to give it some time to heal but i slipped today at work and my lower back hurt alot. I didn’t fall over but the slip bought back the pain from when i did fall over. So that’s really not good.

Driving:
I have had the time to get my P’s yet. But i am booked in next month to get them. My parents are both shift workers and i have a full-time job so it has been hard for me to get lessons. But i finally am. So fingers crossed i get them haha.

GodsGirls:
i am still trying to find more time to get to shoot sets. But any chance i get i will be doing them. I got my GG’s stuff in the mail the other day . My posters of Catra and Wren yay ! Now i need Chairty to get a poster and i’ll be one happy girl haha ! I also got my undies and my NECKLACE ! which i really love ! even my boss commented on it and said it was really nice !

Boyfriend:
Well he has left me to go on holidays to the Phillipines for a month. So that kinda sucks. He bought me the sex and they city box set before he left. Which was without a doubt the best present i have ever gotten. Also got me the first season of American Dad. I love that cartoon. Not as good as the family guy but pretty good . But a month is a really long time. So now i have no one to cuddle with. But the good news is that i will have more time to get on here.

Life in General:
These days i pretty much have to sit at Gloria Jeans and use their internet. Its kinda awkward when i am on GG and the page loads and there is naked chick at the top of the screen so i have to quickly scroll down the page. Haha. Keeps me quick on my fingers haha. I am also spending my time on myspace i also have to reply to everyone that sends me a comment or message. I just feel rude otherwise. They took the time to write to me, so i like to take the time (when i have it) to write back.
I am really trying to save as much money as i possibly can to be able to get a car. Its just so expensive with petrol at $1.50 a litre. Rego. Insurance. Etc. Which is going to really suck. But that’s life i guess. I might have to get a second job just to pay for petrol haha.
Ohhhh and i watched the sex and the city. I have never cried so much in a movie. I don’t know what everyone thinks about it but i loved it ! I thought it was one of the best movies !
I also just popped my cherry on ebay ! i bought my first item. A high-waisted corset black skirt. I cant wait to get it and i hope that it fits hahaha. I also bought a new black lace dress


and heres just a random pic.

fake people. how about you become your own person and stop following trends all the time. its really pathetic. learn to get your own personality and stop feeding off other peoples. adding a piercing doesnt change who you are. adding a tattoo doesnt change who you are. it doesn't make you any cooler. and the people that follow trends like that are the ones that end up regretting it. get over the 'it' factor seriously and learn to be your own person ! !