Tahlia's journals

i have finally found a car which i am buying tomorrow. yay. i havent been on here much lately. have a few things to sort out and then i will be back. i still come on here weekley tho but just dont get to hit the forums as much :(

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i went car shopping today. way too exhausting. and way too much leg work involved. why couldnt there be a place that is called 'here is the car for you" and there is just the perfect car for you? went to one dealer that was bottom of the line. like one car had a flat tyre hahahahahaha

do good thing and go things happen to you

*shakes fist* they bloody better !

 

i made a girl cry today. yes i did and she deserved it!  (ok so that was the only bad thing i did tho) but she was an idiot and she cried because i kept slamming her with the facts and she knew she was a dick hahaha.

is being to get really really really frustrated with alot of things going on here...in general...life...

i am trying to organize my finances. and get everything on back on track and try and turn my life around cause im not really happy with it and only i can really change that. Once i have paid mums insurance for crashing her car i will be back on the look out for my own car. i am thinking a holden barina. i think they are really cute and would be a great first car.

i went and finally got my eyebrows waxed today. and i also got an hour massage. which actually hurt. i threw everything out from accident and my shoulders are rock hard from work. i think i need to get one like every two weeks or so cause they are really bad.

i also bought the napoleon perdis 3 step skin care range. i love the brand and am looking into doing a beauty course through them i think it would be great. I also really need to get into more modelling. i think it is something i would really enjoy doing for full time. as well as learning the makeup artist tricks of the trade. i have so many life goals and they all revolve around the beauty industry. so i think i should get on it ! So if you have any info feel free to msg me with it !

i am also trying to cut back on certain things. i already wear minimal makeup but i want to go even more minimal. which is why i am buying better skin care. so hopefully it all goes well and im not wasting my money on it. I want to look like Michelle Pfiffer (dont know how to spell it) when i am her age haha.

i am also in a very big sex and the city craze. i cant stop watching it ! whenever i am at home that is all i am watching.

i am currently looking for a handbag. but i cannot find any i like. so if you have any ideas or website with the bags that you love. please send them to me ! thanks ! haha.

 

when something good will happen to me. i hit my foot today at work and know i have a huge bruise and a lump. give me a fucking break ! seriously ! if i am MIA for the next few weeks its because i am dead from some kind of freak accident. that wasnt my fault it just happened. GAHHHHH

yep i am officially over some of my friends crap. so thats it we are done ! end of story. alot of things have been happening this week. break ups. make ups. accidents and so on. really got a clear picture of who my friends are. and a clear picture of the self centred people that surround me. i never ask for help so on the very rare occasion that i did need it and those people didnt give it to me. you can all get fucked in my opinion. because i have always been there for YOU ! and now i am not. i hope your world falls apart and you soon realize.

in other news i have bought myself some new clothes and booked in to get a massage to help relieve the stress. my neck and that are still sore from the accident so i am trying to get back on track. i am also afraid that i am going to die in a car accident. because i have learnt that accidents happen in matter of seconds  and are out of your control and that scares me. this is my therapy i do not want to pay for it ! haha. and i am scared because i got out very lucky with minimal damage i am worried i will not be so lucky next time

yeh i got more ink done on my arm on saturday and on sunday i crashed the car. whiplash. headaches. my new ink got burnt all up my arm from the exploding airbag. i rode off my mums car. i have to pay $1600 for insurance excess and unregistered driver. and $250 for a hire car for mum. i am ok. still a little shaken by the whole thing. and not too keen to drive again but i know i have to get back in the car.

i sorted everything out with my boyfriend as well. i just explained why i thought that i had to break up with him and everything and everything is all good at least that is one good thing.

but i am in extreme pain from my arm and it nearly makes me cry everytime i move it in different angles. and it takes alot for me to cry from pain.

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i just learnt today that i am earning the same if not more than my dad. that is fucked up and you know why? because i work in a coffee shop and he is an ambulance officer... like what the fuck. he is saving peoples lives. and i am earning more than an ambo that is just fucked up in my opinon. what would we do without them? they should be getting 3 times more than what they are !