Tahlia's journals

i went home sick from work today :-( i hate feeling sick. i am feeling alot better now tho. but i ran to the bathroon 3 times thinking i was going to be sick. i wasnt thank god haha.

Everything is going great. and i am happy. finally. i hope my bad luck for 08 is finally over. but we will see. here are some new pics. you can see more of my arm in it. my sleeve is almost finished YAY !

only webcam shit photos. but still haha i have finished watching the hills and i need season 3 to be released in australia right NOW! or i need something else to watch haha

i am in love with "The Hills" and still in lust with Criss Angel.

i finally got my new perfume i am in love with it. Wanted a different smell for summer. "chance by chanel'. But i now have two bottles of it because i bought it for myself and my boyfriend bought it for me on the same day. haha. oh well i will use it.

i am really sick of others people shit tho. when did people stop taking responsibilty for their own actions? why does everyone seem to try and shift the blame onto someone else. why ask me a question if you have obviously all ready mind up your mind about what happened? Wehn you actually have no idea at all. I ahte when people can't apologise when they are in the wrong and its happening more and more to me lately. I am the first person to say sorry if i know that i am or was in the wrong. get over your pride and admit you fucked up ! Everyone does it so tell me whats the big deal?

i am really keen to start doing more modelling. More pin-up style and beauty. just need to find photographers to work with :-(

 

love tahlia

hey thought it was about time that i updated this.

At the moment i am watching Chriss Angel. I have the biggest crush on him. He hung for 6 hours on 8 hooks on suspension. that is just crazy. I can't believe anyone would do that. Suspension itself kind of freaked me out that anyone would want to put hooks thru them and get lifted. But to do it for 6 hrs is fucking crazy. But the shit that he does is amazing. and even betterm cause he is sooo god damn hot haha. he just got suspended by a fucking helicopter and flown around !

well i am offically single. and i think i plan to stay that way for a long time. Or until i meet someone what sweeps me off my feet haha. I have stopped looking for Mr. Right (he will find me) haha. but seriously i am not looking. relationships at this age are just too much drama and you end up losing friends over them in the end and its just something i do not want to deal with for a while.

work has been same old. nothing too exciting is happening there.

i got more of my sleeve tattooed on the weekend. it is looking amazing. i am loving it (as i should be cause i am stuck with it now haha). cant wait until it is done. 2 more sessions i think Brad said. One to finish the back and other jsut to fill in and touch up.  i am also on www.inkednation.com if anyone else is on there please add me :-)

here are some pictures :-)

 

drove past this dog lying in the middle of the road that got hit by a car. it was still moving so went to pick it up and took her to the VET. she was still breathing all the way to the VET. when i handed it over to the VET she died and couldn't save her. i dont know why i am so unset about it cause it wasnt my dog. but it was heartbreaking. i just cant believe that no one else stopped to help her otherwise she might have been saved if she got to the VET sooner. :'(

lucky that i am a firm believer in "everything happens for a reason" otherwise i would be having a hell of a harder time at the moment... but fuck i hope everything does work out. but i have decided that i will not be getting into a relaionship for a long time. in my experience they just ruin things/i ruin things.

i bought my car yesterday and i am loving it. except it is a bit tricky with some of the buttons and what they do. im sure all the answers are in the manual but its just a pain to get it out and look at it haha.

i have finally found a car which i am buying tomorrow. yay. i havent been on here much lately. have a few things to sort out and then i will be back. i still come on here weekley tho but just dont get to hit the forums as much :(

xxxx

i went car shopping today. way too exhausting. and way too much leg work involved. why couldnt there be a place that is called 'here is the car for you" and there is just the perfect car for you? went to one dealer that was bottom of the line. like one car had a flat tyre hahahahahaha

do good thing and go things happen to you

*shakes fist* they bloody better !

 

i made a girl cry today. yes i did and she deserved it!  (ok so that was the only bad thing i did tho) but she was an idiot and she cried because i kept slamming her with the facts and she knew she was a dick hahaha.

is being to get really really really frustrated with alot of things going on here...in general...life...

i am trying to organize my finances. and get everything on back on track and try and turn my life around cause im not really happy with it and only i can really change that. Once i have paid mums insurance for crashing her car i will be back on the look out for my own car. i am thinking a holden barina. i think they are really cute and would be a great first car.

i went and finally got my eyebrows waxed today. and i also got an hour massage. which actually hurt. i threw everything out from accident and my shoulders are rock hard from work. i think i need to get one like every two weeks or so cause they are really bad.

i also bought the napoleon perdis 3 step skin care range. i love the brand and am looking into doing a beauty course through them i think it would be great. I also really need to get into more modelling. i think it is something i would really enjoy doing for full time. as well as learning the makeup artist tricks of the trade. i have so many life goals and they all revolve around the beauty industry. so i think i should get on it ! So if you have any info feel free to msg me with it !

i am also trying to cut back on certain things. i already wear minimal makeup but i want to go even more minimal. which is why i am buying better skin care. so hopefully it all goes well and im not wasting my money on it. I want to look like Michelle Pfiffer (dont know how to spell it) when i am her age haha.

i am also in a very big sex and the city craze. i cant stop watching it ! whenever i am at home that is all i am watching.

i am currently looking for a handbag. but i cannot find any i like. so if you have any ideas or website with the bags that you love. please send them to me ! thanks ! haha.