Symone's journals

the question of the month has been,
"simone, why do you live in tacoma?"
and you know what,
to be honest i'm not sure.
this makes me feel uneasy.

i've been here three years,
i should have SOME understanding as to why i'm here.
to get new life experiences?
i swear that's not a good enough excuse.

so maybe you guys are right.
i don't really belong in tacoma.
but if that's the truth where do i belong?
i'm in the dark and i know i'll find my way soon.
maybe it was the combination of people, maybe it was the art,
maybe it was me, maybe it was the whiskey and the drive home.




anyhow. here's a photo i took of friends from the other night,
i decided we would have tattooed knuckles and eat twix ice bars.


here is the background of my newest DIY.
brenden took this set, opposed to me.
i'm pretty happy with the results,
i wish some weren't so blurry though.
i need to invest in a tripod and a remote.
when i have extra cash for sure.


i knew those fishnets would come in handy.

i've decided that my life really sucks a lot of the time.
when i decide to make a big change or when a good opportunity comes along,
it gets fucked up in the end.

for example.
my mother said she'd co-sign for my loan to go to school.
then she decided she didn't want to.
&&
then she said she'd trade me cars,
then she didn't want to again.

UGH.

god hates me because i'm naked on the internet :] haha.


better news -
alkaline trio posted a new song from their new album on myspace.
it's lovelyyy.

symone of godsgirls ♥

"You and me
we like to talk about that summer night
you came over to my house and I
sat there while you told me everything
all of your ups and downs
and in betweens
and i just thought to myself
and i just thought
to myself
"how can so much good exist in such a tiny heart
and despite of all the pain she's in,
she never falls apart"
And if she doesn't last the length of seven songs
She dries her tears on her best friend's sleeves and dances right along

In a dream
You call me up and ask me, quietly,
If I would like to meet you for a drink
And when I got there you just looked at me
As you spoke to yourself
"If you take me home tonight
I know that we will kiss
One of us will fall in love
And it will be a mess
But if you want to take that chance
then please just let me know"
I slammed my glass down on the bar
said "grab your coat let's go"

so here we are

we've gone too far

And I just thought to myself
How can so much good
Exist in such a tiny heart
Despite of all the pain she's in
She never falls apart
And if she doesn't last the length of seven songs
She dries her tears on her best friend's sleeves and dances right along"

- her space holiday.

i swear that my moods change as much as the weather here in washington.
snow, sun, rain, hail, snow, sun, rainbow, windy, sun.


i appreciate all the comments and love you guys left me <3
made me feel fantastic.
and i'm so glad to be part of all this.

be sure to check it out and comment <33
love you guyssss.

あんちゃん


i need to have it.

I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I've had some time alone to hold my lies inside me
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to never give up

So do you think that we could work out a song
Some know that it's you and that it's over so I won't even try

- brand new.


what feels good at first always hurts in the end.
will i never learn my lesson?

heads up guys;
my first diy set goes live thursday, march 27th!

don't be too harsh on me :[

when i actually wished i had a boyfriend.
i'm super sick, and i just want someone to take care of me,
and baby me and feed me soup!

who wants to cuddle me and watch amelie?