Superna's journals

Superna has been nominated for several awards again, for the LA rock city music awards and I will gladly return this favor by baking rice crispy treats for you.
Please go to online ballot and click on the voting thingy... superna is nomitated in both part one and two of the online ballot...

Outstanding modern rock
Outstanding male guitar
Outstanding female vocals
Outstanding female fronted

please vote for superna and i'll try to be yummy when I bake for yall :)
thankie

After a long casting process, I have been selected to play bass in Brook's and Dunn's new video!!!  We start filming on monday .. how ironic that I would finally make it on Country music television !

Hillbilly Deluxe mo fo's!

I am so proud to be a godsgirl and to have shot with colette... Matthew, you are amazing!

I have formally decided to only think positive thoughts no matter what... even if a negative situation is presented, it only means that there is something more positive on the horizon. I must remind myself the secret...

www.thesecret.tv

my life = over

Take a look at this:

Hey yall.. i have a big halloweenie show this saturday the 28th at the Roxy in Hollyweird.. its sure to be a huge night of debauchery. Please, someone from godsgirls come to my show for gods sake (besides erin because you are exempt and i love you) and the subsequent party , i play at 10 , my costume contains indigenous nudity ;)

Saturday night, October 21 ... i'll be at Squid Joes in Carlsbad rocking to my favorite metal band INDIVIDUAL .. they go on stage at 11. Just click on the image to go to the show info... c u there!

look inward as well ...

The universe will begin yesterday. The universe began tomorrow. Both of these statements are quite meaningless. The tenses are wrong, and perhaps your time sense is completely outraged. Yet the statement: 'The universe began in some distant past,' is, in basic terms, just as meaningless.

In fact, the first two statements, while making no logical sense, do indeed hint of phenomena that show time itself to be no more than a creative construct. Time and space are in a fashion part of the furniture of your universe.

The very existence of passing moments belongs to your psychological rooms in the same way that clocks are attached to your walls. Whenever science or religion seeks the origin of the universe, they search for it in the past. The universe is being created now. Creation occurs in each moment, in your terms. The illusion of time itself is being created now. It is therefore somewhat futile to look for the origins of the universe by using a time scheme that is in itself, at the very least, highly relative.

Your now, or present moment, is a psychological platform. It seems that the universe began with an initial burst of energy of some kind. Evolutionists cannot account for its cause. Many religious people believe that a god exists in a larger dimension of reality, and that he created the universe while being himself outside of it. He set it into motion. Many individuals, following either persuasion, believe that regardless of its source, the universe must run out of energy. Established science is quite certain that no energy can now be created or destroyed, but only transformed. Science sees energy and matter as being basically the same thing, appearing differently under varying circumstances.

In certain terms, science and religion are both dealing with the idea of an objectively created universe. Either God "made it", or physical matter, in some unexplained manner, was formed after an initial explosion of energy, and consciousness emerged from that initially dead matter in a way yet to be explained.

Instead, consciousness formed matter. As I have said before, each atom and molecule has its own consciousness. Consciousness and matter and energy are one, but consciousness initiates the transformation of energy into matter. In those terms, the "beginning" of your universe was a triumph in the expansion of consciousness, as it learned to translate itself into physical form. The universe emerged into actuality in the same way, but to a different degree, that any idea emerges from what you think of as subjectivity into physical expression.

The consciousness of each of you existed before the universe was formed (in your terms) but that consciousness was unmanifest. Your closest approximation - and it is an approximation only - of the state of being that existed before the universe was formed is the dream state. In that state before the beginning, your consciousness existed free of space and time, aware of immense probabilities. This is extremely difficult to verbalize, yet it is very important that such an attempt be made. Your consciousness is part of an infinitely original creative process.