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hey guyz..
i thought id keep you posted with a shorty journal entry.
nothing new or big...yet.
but um..i think im bi-polar. like a lot of people will say 'oh thats chick's crazy, she's bipolar!!' no thats not what i mean.
but seriously, though. im not sure what to do about it.
i mean, sometimes my mood will change from happy, to mad, then sad, then
... read full entry >sooooo...
i literally just signed up with ModelMayhem.
im hoping they'll approve my profile and photos and stuff and i can get the ball rolling.
Also, i'll hopefully be able to shoot some DIY's (much needed!).
Im just praying that there will be photographers in my area, the bay area!
Ive had people approach me about modeling for them but they
... read full entry >well i was bored and here's some stuff you probably dont know about me :
What is on your bed right now?
a pillow, and some remotes, stray hairs.
When was the last time you threw up?
um..a couple weeks ago. hangover.
What's your favorite word or phrase?
'they cant all be winners.'
Name 3 people who made you smile today?
:(
What were you doing at 8 am this
hello hello again!
so ive decided to ditch massage therapy..all together.
i mean, maybe it'll always be there for me to fall back on you know, in case i decide to work in that field again.
but i was thinking about it, and would just sooo much rather be a veterinary technician/assistant.
i actually have a lot of experience because ive been volunteering
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Did reading the Subject make you horny?
no, but it reminded me i have a new vibrator =]
Are you already thinking about someone?
im always thinking about him
How old were you when you lost your virginity?
14.
Ever take someones virginity?
they said i didnt, but i think i did.
Ever plan to wait til marriage?
pfft...too late
When did you last have sex?
a few
sooooooo.....hello hello hello again!!!
ive been gone for a while now, i know, but ive also been quite busy AND my internet has been really shitty to me.
comcast has been an epicfail so far. whatevs.
i'll start by saying that i quit my job as a PetSmart Dog groomer because they treat the animals very poorly
and the job was just fucking filthy.
like,
... read full entry >Thats right! i gotta JOB!
it was the first one i applied for and i got it!!!
it turns out..im gonna be a doggie groomer.
i think it sounds exciting and fun and better than dealing with people.
i start on monday.
i'll make pretty good money and i cant wait to get more ink done!!!
id tell you what i wanna get but i kinda have a rule against that:
i never
... read full entry >i finally got pictures of my darling ratty Teddy.
He loves me.
He bites everybody but me..i kind of think its funny. pffft.
Here's my lil baby boo :

its so hard to get pics of him because hes so freakin' energetic that he wont stop moving!!!
but i caught him for you guys.

other than loving my rat, ive been really sick.
i had a regular old cold, then i had strepp throat, then im just getting over pink eye..IN BOTH EYES!!!
its not making it any worse because ive been partying a lot.
more than usual.
so im staying in today so that my body can catch up.
My new boyfriend and i went to see Observe and Report, last nite.
i gotta be honest, i was less than impressed.
it had really good parts, but for the most part it was just entertaining and not so much a comedy.
I did enjoy it, of course..but it just wasnt as funny as i thought it would be 
Anyways, yea i have a new Boyfrannnn!
he makes me happy and its not awkward or anything! Just a really good fun time.
Its good to find someone who loves Tim and Eric Awesome Show as much as i do
xoxo Stella
read full entry >in my little cold ive had for the past few days.
poo.
the bright side?
i sleep really well from all the cold medicine ive been taking.
oh! did i mention that my boobs went from C cups to straight up D cups???
im pretty damn proud of that 
i mean, dont get me wrong..smaller boobs are just as beautiful, but ive always wanted BIG tata's.
i swear, im a man
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