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You've seen me naked for quite a while, now see INSIDE !!!
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Yup, that's inside my cervix ! And other organs as well. Alt porn never ceases to amaze me. I'm thinking of getting it tattooed across my knuckles.
So, as you noticed, i got a new set going up ! It's pretty amazing, there's all this CSI : Miami-ish lighting, plus lots of reports, x-rays and echographies from the medical file of yours truly. I've never broken, but i've had lots of fucked up stuff. Want to hear a random one ?
I was born from a cameroonian mother and a french father, the former with huge teeth and jaws, the latter with tiny teeth and jaws. So i decided it would be fun to have huge teeth and tiny jaws, you know, so that all of them couldn't fit. The ironic part is, had i not had any tooth extracted, i would have had 33. Not 32, like everyone else, i had an extra one. It's called an odonthome in French.
There are lots of heart and lungs x-rays, because of my heart condition : i have Barlow's syndrome. It's also called "mitral valve prolapse". It basically makes me feel stress, fear and anger more intensely, gives me chest pains when i'm stressed, prevents me from exercising intensely, and from stealing, cheating, and stuff because guilt would lead me to a huge tachychardy crisis. Sometimes i'll drink a coffee or a beer, and get palpitations for the next 2 days. And my heart could stop any moment. Sounds fun, eh ?? But in calm times like right now, i don't really feel any symptome, so for now it's okay. :)
Life's cool at the moment. Last weekend was Spring Cleaning ! My flat's now clean and beautiful; we've focused on decorating it, and i think we're nearly done. The boy and i are currently working on making a couple paintings for the wall next to the fireplace, and it feels amazing to be crafty again ! The bad part is that now that the snow's melted, i finally could see exactly all the shit the previous neighbours left on the balcony. Cleaning it was a perfect PMS agressivity outlet.
I'm focusing on spreading love and happiness. Taking better care of my family. Keeping my cool. Taking the time so watch the sets here and leaving comments; which is something we should all do more often *hinthintwinkwink*. Putting American Apparel shirts on the puppies, which makes people in the street smile.
Oh, the magic of the iPhone ! It pauses for so long that weird things happen sometimes on the pictures.
I'm turning 23 next week!!! Items on top of my wishlist : a cute bike, and a new job (one that would pay more, and 9-5).
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Steam
ah you're the first person i meet to have it too ! i shouldn't be happy, but at least i feel less lonely.
So it can get better ?
Mine varies, periods of stress can be really hard to handle and i fucking hate it ! It turned to the point where a mocha can get me feeling like i'm going to die, ughhhh.
Does people in your family have it as well ? Was it diagnosed early ? I have lots and lots of questions, i know ! :D
Don't be fooled, they are monsters ! One of them is evil, and the other one is possessed. I swear.
iconoclasm13
My grandma says that she remembers my mom having a similar problem in high school, but it must not have been that bad because my mom doesn't remember. I got diagnosed with it when I was in high school. I think I was 15 or 16? I can't remember for sure. A doctor told me that it's actually fairly common amoung younger women, but most of the time it's not aggrevating enough for anyone to think much of it and it can "clear itself up later in life." You case sounds a lot more severe than mine is, but it still definitely makes an appearance when I'm physically or emotionally stressed/excited/drinking/etc. It doesn't usually affect my sleeping anymore, but I'm not sure if it's because it's getting better or if it's because I've learned to deal with stress a little better than I used to.
I feel the same way about my rabbit :( She's cute, but man she's a twat.
Vaalea
géniales les photos des chiens hahaha!
et la premiere photo, mhhhh t'es canon <3
Steam
Merci merci ! :)
Martini07
when I was a baby I had bilary atresia and 2 years ago I fainted and had Vasal Vagal Syndrome.
you have cute puppies
Steam
I had vasal vagal syndrome too, a couple years ago, and my doctor told me it was normal then, and that i needed to "relax". Grrr.
What's bilary atresia ?
Thanks ! :)
Martini07
Biliary atresia is a rare condition in newborn infants in which the common bile duct between the liver and the small intestine is blocked or absent. If unrecognised, the condition leads to liver failure but not (as one might think) to kernicterus. This is because the liver is still able to conjugate bilirubin, and conjugated bilirubin is unable to cross the blood-brain barrier. The cause of the condition is unknown. The only effective treatments are certain surgeries, or liver transplantation.
Steam
Tell me this was copy/pasted. I'm picturing you talking like this, and saying stuff like "but not (as one might think) to kernicterus".
That sounds intense ! I didn't know about it.
Martini07
I got it from Wikipedia. I'm actually gonna be putting a blog about it in a few minutes
marleylove
awww your pups are so adorable!
love love love this new set btw. gorgeous as always sweets.
thebeat
I've had two extra teeth extracted! One when I was nine, one like 2 years ago. It's common in us black-folk I'm told.
Steam
TWO ?? oh my ! How big were they ??
Mine wasn't even an adult tooth, and it was friggin enormous !
I had no idea it was that common ! My dentist told me it was hereditary though; but no one has any extra tooth in my family, not that i know of. But i have no contact with the cameroonian part of my fam !
thebeat
yeah they were massive! I got like 5 bucks from the 'toothfairy' when I had the first one removed when I was younger, and the other one they took out when they did my wisdom teeth, so I had a total of 5 teeth ripped outta my head haha not fun! I'm the only one in my family other than my dad who was had the problem, but yeah my oral surgeon told me it's genetic for those of african descent.
Amythia
I always eye those dog shirts in american Apperal.
Steam
They used to make me laugh, but now i can't stop buying them for my pups.
I want to get them a little pup closet with little drawers and put them in. Selected by colors.
Amythia
Of course. Get something with hooks to hook collars/leashes on.
Alohra
Your set is radtastic!
I'm sorry about your condition. That sounds like a very difficult thing to live with. It seems like you're really making the best of it!
Your dogs are too cute. <3
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I have MVP too. It fucking suuuuucks. It's not as bad as it used to be, but when I'm stressed out it still keeps me awake some nights.
Your puppies are soooo damn cute!