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I say minor because I'm not so much sad as frustrated and a bit hopeless.

Let's tick the clock back ten years. I'm 14 and a total nerd, my life revolves around text based rpgs through AOL (yes, fucking aol) and some independent MUD/MUCK's that I run with my closest pals. Of course, I'm a hard core nerd and those close pals were over the internet. Ricky, Rae, and Clay, three of my dearest friends who somewhere around 2000ish, I lost touch with.

Blame it on moving, high school bullshit, computer crashing, losing my internets, whatever. The point is, I lost contact with all three of them. Since then, I've made random attempts to track them down but unfortunately, all my efforts have so far given me bupkiss. I don't really have a lot to go on which just hurts my search efforts. I have a giant buddylist full of multiple screen names that never sign on and none that appear to have any recent updates or profile information to suggest they're still in use.

Also, I have such limited personal information on all three of them, I can't exactly type in a search for Myspace or something. I remember their first names, that Ricky and Rae were siblings (or cousins? Shit, now I'm not even sure. I just remember them being somehow related); Clay lived in... um.. Florida? I remember he showed me a picture of his prom, he wore a purple tux and dyed his mohawk to match, he was my damn hero as I recall. Sadly, I can't recall much else. I do remember them all being a bit older than me, which would place them all in their late twenties today.

I've tried everything I can think of to find them. I tried searching using their sns as email addresses, like old school AOL style. But then again, who the hell uses AOL email these days? Really? Still, I tried it anyway. Searched all of facebook and myspace, even tried flat out googling a few of them. Didn't get a damn thing except one hell of a headache.

Just getting frustrated. I miss them but then again... it's been over ten years. I don't even know if they'd care that I'm trying to find them so damn bad, or if they would even remember me. All I have is the tiny chance one of them will sign on one of their old ass screen names at the same time I just happen to be logged on and happen to catch them.

Ricky especially is the one I'm trying my hardest to find. Don't get me wrong, I adored Rae and Clay both, but Ricky was probably the one I was closest to and I was a bit sweet on. No matter what rpg we were playing, he always ended up being my character's love interest and... Okay. Yes, you have full permission to start gagging immediately.

It boils down to this... I just miss my friends. Wish I could think of a better way to try and find them but I'm all out of ideas. Back to stalking my buddylist.

xoxo

Sir Soly!