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Where have I been?

posted : Aug 17, 2017 @ 04:14PM pst

Hello everyone! My name is Shakea I became a model for gg way back in 2015. Alot of you may not know me as I was only on here a brief moment and have one set up.

At the time I was soooo ecstatic to join gg and openly express my sexuality but at the same time alot was going on in my life that made it hard to continue.

For those of you who may not know at the time of this first set I was in the early stages of pregnancy and in a very abusive relationship with my now ex boyfriend. I ended up getting an abortion and altogether started feeling very digusted with my body. I received harsh judgements from my ex about the type of modeling I wanted to pursue as well as from family and people from the internet.

What once liberated me I was trying to push away and run from. After breaking from my ex I became celebate for two years feeling like sex and anything sexual was a sin and became a bit of a prude.

Long story short I'm looking to tap back into owning my sexuality which lead me back here. I am considering modeling again, nude modeling lol I remember how it once made me feel. I'm even considering stripping for the sake of rebellion of my lastest prudish was :P

Alot has changed tho since I've been gone like my look which I turned to my more natural side cut my hair shorter and dyed it.

I went to school to become a CNA which I ended up hating lol I figured out the life I lived for 24 years has been what everyone else wanted me to do so now I'm aiming to take my power back and stop playing small.

I picked up skateboarding which I absolutely love! Maybe I'll show you guys some videos lol but I think this is where I leave you guys with updated photos :)

P.s I will see if I can find space and the right camera to make new sets soon I'm sure I can come up with something mad creative as I've been through alot these last two years. Anyways here you go enjoy! I feel I look completely different lol O.O

7BqhlnU.jpgARniofr.jpgULofxq1.jpgpm5hjus.jpgybWnjtd.jpgoh! I also started a spiritual YouTube channel that touches on tarot readings, self growth and motivational vids called guru Shakea if you guys want to check it out thanks! Enjoy your day :))

Sorry I don't have any update nude pics or lingerie I just realized I stopped taking pics of myself naked that is changing today!!! Lol love you guys namaste

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Sorenpan

WELCOME BACK

posted Aug 18, 2017 @ 09:19PM pst
Carson

back and just as beautiful as ever. 

i'm so happy that you were able to remove that toxicity from your life and learn to heal and grow. that's amazing and a true feat of strength.

so glad to see you back! <3

posted Aug 19, 2017 @ 03:56PM pst
Kvlt

I'm so happy and excited to see you back! I totally adore you, and I missed the Hell out of you. Trust me, you haven't been forgotten at all! And oh my gosh, you look absolutely GORGEOUS in those photos! I'm so happy to hear you got out of a toxic situation. You're a strong, gorgeous angel. All my love and solidarity. <3

posted Aug 20, 2017 @ 06:06PM pst
Miss-LoLo

Loving the new you! Glad to have you back (:

posted Aug 20, 2017 @ 06:41PM pst
Norah-Gold

You look AMAZING! Wow!! 

posted Aug 22, 2017 @ 09:35AM pst
Blath

I am 100% in love with your new look!! Happy you're in a better place now too <3

posted Aug 23, 2017 @ 02:24PM pst
Zully

Welcome back, you look beautiful <3

posted Aug 23, 2017 @ 10:38PM pst
zombie

oh my GOD how strange, i was literally looking at your profile a few weeks ago thinking "she's so beautiful, wonder where she's been". Maybe I summoned you with my mind. HAHA. Welcome back! It's so nice to see you! Your hair looks incredible.

posted Aug 25, 2017 @ 11:05AM pst
Rebel

Welcome back! So glad that you're in a much better place now, and you look BEAUTIFUL <3 

posted Aug 28, 2017 @ 07:58AM pst

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