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Name Scar Age 666 Occupation stunt cock for low-budget porn films done by Gavin Location Milky-way Hometown Los Angeles Sign Leo About Me Nobody really ever asks much about me except why the fuck are my arms so scared up so I might as well just tell ya'll about that. Plus I don't feel like typing and I already have that written down :-) Scars, and what they mean to me.... -------- I get a lot of inquiries about my scars. I proudly display them and flaunt the name, so it is no wonder people are curious. Here is an explanation, for everyone who was wondering but thought they would offend me by asking :-) -------- All of my scars are self inflicted. When I was younger I was the epitomy of troubled youth, very unhappy and very manic depressive. I took any pain I had in my life out on myself. By the time I was 13 I was cutting myself, not to the degree of scarring but mostly for the physical sensation. It is a distraction, you see. When I was in pain or bleeding I never thought about what I was really feeling emotionally. -------- Long story short, I eventually got through this stage in my life. It took a lot of self realization though, and a lot of internal struggling. It was habit to hurt myself after so many years of doing it. One day after I had hit rock bottom. I had started using drugs more than recreationally and was cutting myself deep enough that I had scars up and down my thighs and on my left arm. I noticed that children and dogs on the street would avoid me. My family was scared of me, not in the way that they didn't still visit with me but in the way where they didn't know who I was anymore. My friends didn't even bother to call. -------- My world had become one in which I was isloated from anything beautiful because I had surrounded myself with ugliness. Seriously, though, the animals and the children were what snapped me out of it. My whole life I had always been able to get a smile out of a child and dogs would walk right up to me to be pet. All of the sudden I was projecting such negative energy that both shunned me. It may sound trivial, but that is what made me change myself. -------- I sobered up with the help of my mom and my friend Sal. I stopped cutting myself. It was a decision, not a coincidence. It was hard to do but not as much of a struggle as a new state of mind. I decided that I wanted to be a more positive person, that I wanted to bring people happiness. -------- Now I am rarely unhappy. I get frusterated and discouraged by life, of course, but I remain positive and realize that everything is temporary, and the bad times will pass. I wake up often and think how lucky I am to have all the beautiful friends I have, a well paying job and the opportunity to travel sometimes. I honestly believe that I am luckier than most people on the planet. -------- So, to everyone who wants to know if I am promoting self mutilation or glamourizing pain, the answer is no. I think everyone goes through a time in their life when they struggle with depression, mine just happens to be displayed physically. My scars are a reminder that I can get through anything. I am not trying to encourage anyone to hurt themselves, quite the contrary. I got through the shitty part of my life and came out a positive, happy person in the end, and I hope anyone out there struggling with depression problems will see that and have hope that they can do the same. It may sound cheesy but I am half hippie and half goth, and the hippie side of me says a positive outlook can make a huge difference. -------- Why Im a GodsGirl Before GG was so "known" I got asked to come up to LA and shoot with Christine, who I love anyhow, so I figured why not. Poor Steen is so busy now shooting sets I would never get to see her otherwise :-) Superhero Power I can zap cocks onto people's forehead if they piss me off Sexual fantasy Most the things I have always wanted to do I have already done except get banged by 2 guys but I don't see that happening any time soon :-) And no, neither of them are puting it in my ass. Weapon of Choice logic Hobbies riding my furry bike around town, cooking tofu, modeling, Music recently obsessed with Tom Waits but it changes with the seasons :-) Movies Magnolia Books the little one's made specially for the toilet TV preferably broken Art Aaron Hawks, Nadya Lev, Kelly Lind, Rozz Williams Food Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu Tofu and cheese. and fresh veggies. Fuck the processed shit! Education 3rd grade Status Divorced Orientation Straight Ethnicity English, Irish, Albanian, Native American, German and then some. My family got around :-) Birthday aug 16 Who I Idolize No one. What I idolize? Honesty, confidence, rockin' what you got instead of hating it, people who don't sell out, large armed men who put out :-) Goals Happiness above all. I am not sure what path my life will follow but thus far it is following its own. I like to go with the flow, take every opportunity I am offered, and allow life to present itself to me instead of trying to figure out the perfect Bedtime attire an astronaut suit made out of marshmallows Nerdy Secret Pleasure listening to my best friend David talk angrily about politics My Favorite GodsGirls Gavin Unicorn or Pegasus? pterodactyl if Patrick Duffy was shooting lazers at you how would you defend yourself? who is patrick duffy? Uh.... I would quickly remove my top causing my nipple rings to reflect the laser back at him. The word My Website
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